'no way'
'holy shit!'
'what the hell?'
'fuck no!'
'WHAT?!'
'damn, you two get around dont you?'
'SHUT UP FRANK!' practically everyone shouted at once.
'we only have one kid!' gerard said looking right at my with a startled expression plaguing his face.
'you think i'd forget having another child? there's no way...'
'i have to agree with them D, you have to be wrong. i only met party for the first time a few months ago and i only met lindsay a few hours
ago!'
'this is the first time i have EVER seen her!' lindsay said getting worried.
'it's the truth,' dr.d sighed. 'i had my suspicions before, but i needed the file to be sure, and the DNA is a perfect match.'
'but d, your not getting it, it has to be faked! if it even was true, how could we not even remember each other?'
'your memories were altered.' he said simply.
'come on think about it,' he continued on, 'when you first met, you didnt recognize each other at all? not knowing, where from, but certain that somehow, you knew each other?'
the realization struck me. the first time i saw gerard, i knew that i had seen him, or known him before, from somewhere, i just didnt know where. i was positive that he had been important to me in some way, but i shrugged off the feeling because we were strangers.
'let me see the file.' linsday said, snatching the file from dr.d's hands. the color drained from her face. 'my god...' she said, her eyes piercing me. 'it says that it's true. but i cant remember why cant i remeber?! ...' she screamed at me hysterically, clutching party's arm for support.
'no, no honey, calm down, its a lie.' he said firmly. 'it's a lie.'
one moment, everything was fine, and then lindsay screamed and fell to the ground, unconsious.
everyone ran to her side and dr d was trying to get her back. i pulled adam to the side and leaned on him, beginning to feel dizzy myself.
'adam... ' i croaked, holding him tightly trying not to wobble and tip over. i buried my face in his shoulder and shuddered. i remebered everything, i guess i had kinda known for a while now. i felt happy for a moment, i had finally found my family. my real family and i had a real home. hell, i even had a sister. but then, a disturbing thought overtook me. what if they only wanted her? what if they didnt even want me anymore?
'she's awake.'
we walked back over to see lindsay. she looked pale and shaken and scared. when she saw me her eye flashed with despair. 'oh my baby....' she whimpered and reached out to me. i
dropped to my knees, a tear escaping my eye.she hugged me and stroked my hair.
'your home hun.'
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i couldnt sleep. i slipped out of bed and tiptoed across the room and slipped out the door to go to the roof. the door creaked open and i was greated with a cool warm breeze. i was advancing towards my favorite spot to sit, when i saw party. i didnt know if he wanted to talk to me, or even see me for that matter. i tried to pry the door open quietly, but it wouldnt budge. 'shit' i thought.
'you know you dont have to leave just because im out here right?'
i turned slowly, to face him. 'i have to admit, it feels that way.' i said.
'you can stay, if you want.'
'its probably better if i just.. go....' i opened the door to leave, but then decided against it.
'you know, im sorry for this. im sorry that this ever happened. im sorry it was your door that i knocked on for help.'
he looked puzzled. 'why?'
'because. you have a life. you have a kid. that just doesnt include me. and it shouldnt have to.' i said talking more and more quickly, trying hard to get it all out.
'so, that's why ive decided to leave once we get b back.'
yoooo!!! heyo! this isnt the last part, its still gonna go on for a while, so theres still more to come within the next couple of days, tmrw probably.. keep reading!
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