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puzzles!

on November 11, 2016 - 7:28am

we're doing a puzzle of 60s rock and it's a really good puzzle 1000 pieces wish me luck!
Also if I'm able to eat 100% today and tomorrow, I get to go on pass tomorrow! that means I go home for about four hours, try a meal, hang out, then come back to program. I'll probably be here until some time next week. I'm supposed to be here for longer but insurance won't cover longer than next week.I love insurance for covering what they do cover but I wish they'd cover my full stay. the plan was for me to be here until I reach a pound over my healthy weight.

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club penguin mcr clut?

on November 9, 2016 - 12:18pm

hey guys
so on club penguin theres a group of users called the pookies. pookies are normal penguins who are yellow, hang out at the pet shop and pretend to be babies.
and they inspired me
what if everyone who comes on this site makes a Club Penguin and we make an emo group on there like the pookies, but cool!
friend me on CP, i'm emolordmcr cause we'll make this work.
xoxoz

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In resi... again

on November 8, 2016 - 12:19pm

Hey guys
I'm at resi. again. third time in resi. But whatever. I knew I'd end up here, I was doing so bad. As of today, I;ve been here for a week.
Applying to art schools now. It's the first thing that's ever gotten me excited for college, the potential of doing art for life. So I'll go with it :)
I can't blog much right now, because the program's desktop computer is broken :( but I can blog from my personal computer during the two hour school block if I finish all my work.
My parents and I have made a deal. If I eat ALL my food for a whole day, I earn prizes. These prizes include:
- getting

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Happy Birthday Frank!

on October 31, 2016 - 5:34pm
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Wow I haven't been on in a month

on October 30, 2016 - 6:13am

TW: Eating Disorder, possible hospitalizations

hey guys
I've been offline for a while now! sorry about that. things have just been pretty crazy over here....
I mentioned getting a job in my last blog, at the farm. I had to quit last weekend. It was took me two hours to eat breakfast. My disorder is controlling my life...
Met with my clinician. He said I've lost weight this week and if I don't start gaining by Friday, I'm going inpatient to Alcott. That's where they tube you if you don't finish meals.

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Saturday September 10, 2016 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

hey guys
I'm getting discharged at 11 tomorrow. so that's great :)
when we went out for fresh air this morning there was a really cute dog! and we got to pet it!
sorry I haven't been commenting or posting much. I'll be doing more of that once I'm home. I miss you guys but I'm glad I've been able to email with some of you, like cheriselynn, fefedarkboy13, and mcrnut_86. Getting emails form you guys really helps :)
I'm almost half way done with New Moon and it's like 600 pages! proud of myself for that :)
we did 16 puzzles. they're all over the floor :P
Last night we did high school musical karaoke, that was fun
thats all for now
xoxoZ

Tuesday September 06, 2016 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

last night I had a dream that I was hanging out with BrokenUp and we went on the site and the messenger was working again and you could post pictures with your blog again and we cried and hugged each other a lot because we were so happy. Then we went to Target.
I miss the messenger system so much, I've tried emailing WB and commenting on their blogs and everything but I guess they're too busy for us...
xoxoZ

Monday September 05, 2016 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

hey guys
Still in resi but dad expects I'll be out by the end of the week. I've been pretty meal compliant so I'm sure he's right
Good news - 9 days until my 18th birthday. 12 days until I get my 3/4 sleeve tattoo!
Mom's visiting me today.
I have to do my SAT practice test but it's so hard to focus... Especially on the reading section.
Group now.
xoxoZ

Wednesday August 31, 2016 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Going back to residential care tomorrow or Friday.
Really upset at myself for having to go back.
I got through resi, partial, and only had two more days of IOP before discharge. And now I'm going back to the beginning. My clinition said I can pick up where I left of though, so that's good. And he says he expects it'll be shorter than my last stay (3.5 weeks) and the staff there are really nice. But I really wish I didn't have to go...
I'll try to blog but I can't make any promises
xoxoZ

Tuesday August 30, 2016 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I love you guys <3
Trying to get it back into my scededucal to post and comment every day.
15 days until my 18th Birthday
17 days 19 hours until I get my tattoo
I REALLY hope I get money for my birthday so I can get my bridge piercing and spider bites (different from snake bites)
That's all for now.
xoxoZ

Monday August 29, 2016 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Today was the fist day of my last year of high school!
I drove into school for the first time on my own which was quite fun. Got there on time. Said hello to my friends and began welcoming new kids. There were pancakes in the commons (what we call the cafeteria/kitchen).
Then we had an all school community meeting. Jon gave a speech about how our school is a community. The principal, David, read a haiku (he always does, every weekly meeting. It's pretty annoying). Then we played an all school game of The West Wind Blows (mind you, we only currently have about 45 students) and then it was off to class.
First class was Algebra II with Paul. There's 14 fucking kids in that class! it's huge! We had to have a milieu councilor sit in because 8 is the max in a class so we need extra staff in the room. Paul is all distracted all the time and talks too much. But he let me lay on the floor and sit on the desk so that was nice :)
Then I had foundations of english 1 with Becca. I like Becca. She had us decorate paper with our name and some characteristics about ourselves. My friend Sierra is in that class so that's nice.
Afterwards was lunch... I wasn't able to eat any lunch so that ended up poorly during program (after school) but I did get a nice nap in during lunch.
Then was foundations of history with Becca. I'm glad Becca is my teacher instead of Leigh. I don't like leigh. We decorated our binders and listened to music.
Next was study. I was SO amped up with energy. David (principal) took me outside to do laps to burn some of it off. That helped a lot.
Then I had music performance with Jon. I usually play bass in that class but this term I'm playing guitar :) Bri and Frannie are in this class with me so that's good.
Afterwards I drove to program. My clinition was worried because I lost 2 pounds. My favorite staff, Avi, isn't working on the days I'm going to program anymore, which is sad. But I have his email so I can send him updates on how I'm doing. I'm gonna be discharged in 3 weeks! isn't that crazy? I started Walden Behavioral Care on April 25th, that's nearly 5 months of being in this program. It's gonna be weird to leave, and I know my eating disorder won't be entirely gone. But I've come a long way and I'm happy with myself for that.
hope you all are well
xoxoZ