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what the fuck

on October 18, 2017 - 5:08pm

reading funny journial entries from a few years back. ive been journialing since i was 11 and im 19 now.

march 8, 2015
(please note we were 100% sober)
didn't write about girls night yesterday. we went to nick's pizza. (redacted name) and i peed in a walgreen's parking lot, behind a dumpster. we went to sudburry farms. (redacted name) and I rode in those kiddie carts where there's a police car built into the front end of the cart for kinds to play in. I fit nicely. Fun times :)

3/14/2012 (13 years old)
hopes and dreams lsit: get (recdacted name) to be my friend again. get a girl friend.

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spam bots

on October 12, 2017 - 5:57pm

fucking spammers are at it agian

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lets bring it back

on October 6, 2017 - 11:46am

everyone did this on this site in like 2014. why not bring it back!

So here's what you do;
1.Go to your music player
2.Put it on shuffle
3.For each scene, press the next button and so on.

Here's what I got;

Opening credits:
Rockabilly Impending Deathfuture - days n daze

Waking up:
you're so creepy (acoustic) ghost town

First Day of school:
panic song - green day (haha)

we're slytherins! - draco and the malfoys

Breaking Up:
F - mindless self indulgence

pull your own weight - veara

Life is good:
fly with me - jonas brothers

Mental Breakdown:
planet of the apes -

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home alone this weekend - fun ideas?

on October 6, 2017 - 11:25am

hey guys

so here's the situation: parents are out for the weekend. just me at home for the weekend. what should I do with my time? any ideas? and don't say partying, drinking or drugs because my friends are all at college and I'm not much of a lone drinker haha. I was thinking of cleaning up a bit for my mom, reading my chapter for the quiz on Tuesday, playing some video games, baking/cooking and maybe stopping by the library cause im broke haha. any other ideas would be greatly appreciated!

im so fucking tiered. idk why, dyl slept over last night, slept so well.

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i fucking hate magazines

on October 4, 2017 - 11:07am

i was at the store today busying groceries. while I was there I saw a magazine that said "drop 1.5 lbs EVERY DAY. the cooking tweaks and easy food swaps that will turn off hunger, end aches and pains, burn stored fat" on the cover. It made me so frustrated and I don't get mad or anything ever. you know what I lost 1 lb a day and I turned of my hunger and I burned stored fat and you know what happened? I ENDED UP IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL.



Monday September 18, 2017 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

class at 12, it's about 10 now.
parents got me a bracelet with a charm that said "FUED", or fuck you eating disorder. I like it a lot.
Lola, my dog is so funny. I don't know why but she's just so funny
spray painted some of my overalls;. i make stencils sometimes so i stenciled a black recovery symbol onto my denim overalls and a green vagina on my white overalls. looks awesome!
did not sleep well last night. had a lot of energy and couldn't fall asleep.
that's all i have to say for now i think.

Sunday September 17, 2017 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

last night i got home at 2:30 am. so tiered. dylan slept over.that was nice.

i have two chapters of reading for tomorrow's class. and studying for a quiz on tuesday. but i can't focus so it;s not getting done.

i also need to clean my room but i'm too tiered for that. but dyl and i slept till noon or so and it's 4 now so i would feel bad sleeping THAT much.

i need to have pm snack soon

wishing i had more energy and things to do and structure. being out of highschool is really hard for me because theres no structure and no one to walk you through

my friend katie is away at college but her parents are selling her old house. the open house is today and i want to go with savannah but she's not answering her text...


Friday September 15, 2017 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Hey guys!
My 19th bday was ok. Not excellent but ok. It was pretty quiet.
I slept in a little and stuff. I got a package my mom ordered from my favorite etsy shop, themutantcircus, there was a cool skirt I'm wearing now with spikes, neon green lace and a patch and leather on the back. It's hard to explain. But it's cool! There were also some tee shirts and a cool skirt that wasn't a tee shirt. Dad and I went to the garment district (in cambridge) where I picked up some white overall shorts, a skull tee shirt and a BIG sweater. Then we went out for dumplings. Afterwards we walked around Harvard square. We went to the Newbury comics in the garage.

Then I had therapy and nutrition. Oh and I forgot to mention my class from the morning was canceled which is great cause I'm not prepared for my psych quiz.

Then we had dinner and my friend savannah came over. Savannah and I went to the mall. I went to spencers and bought, let's just call it, adult paraphernalia. She bought a poster. We walked around a bunch. I need to find something for dyls bday. I'm only 6 days older than him so our bdays are pretty close.

She went home and watched Howard and Kumar go to white castle. It's funny! It's about these two guys who get really high and crave white castle. So the whole movie is them just driving across new jersey to get to white castle.

Today I have NOTHING going on. Nothing planned. Not having structure is hard. And my only friends who are around now are Olivia and savannah. And they're busy a lot. Katie Chelsea and Ellie are in college and dyl is in Cali but he's back tomorrow.

That was a long blog.
That's all for now.

Wednesday September 13, 2017 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I'm sitting in the car. It's so hot! I don't know how to open the windows more. I brought my school stuff. I should be studying. But idk how. Thanks everyone for bringing this site back even if it isn't as active as it was before. It was REALLY active.

I'm very excited for my 19th brithday tomorrow. For most of the day I have things like school and some Dr appts. But on Saturday we're going to the donkey show! I've been before and it's so much fun! It's a theater production of midsummer's night dream. But disco style. And it's immersive so the show is happening all around you. There's hot guys in little go go shorts standing on pedestals covered in GLITTER and girls in pasties so you have to be 18+ to go. It's in Harvard square. It's really fun :)

Dyl is in California. I miss him a lot. We text though. And he called me last night so that was good.

Wanted to welcome all these new members! It's so great to see new profile iconw haha! Quick reminder: if you didn't read the rules posted by the band, the main two I follow are no hate posts and no self harm posts. These rules are here just to make sure this is a safe place and no one's getting hurt or triggered.

Thats all too now

Wednesday September 13, 2017 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

i really should be studying for psych so i'll make this quick

i was looking through my google docs and cleaning stuff out and found THIS and i DYED it was so funny!
Fishy Frank and Gillard

Fishy Frank and Gillard live in the sea of emo tears. Fishy Frank has tattoos all over his scales and a hook through his lip. Gillard has a very dark dyed spiny fin.
“Gillard! We’re gonna be late!” Fishy Frank yelled into Gillard’s section of the coral reef
thats it. but i guess i was writing fic about mcr as fish???? wtf???? should i finish it? probably not idek what i was going for.

tomorrow is my 19th birthday (fun fact)

how do you guys study? i've never done it before and i really want to pass college so any help would be awesome thanks!


Thursday September 07, 2017 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Hey all!

today was boring but not as boring as it could be.

bleached my hair platinum blond yesterday. looks really good!!!

had psych class today. we talked about the professor Wundt and social stereotypes.

then I met with my nutritionist. she mentioned that I should try to eat my fear food with her.. which I do NOT want to do. but I do want to get better...

was supposed to see my therapist today but instead I sat in my car, shut down, in the driveway, for an hour. lame, I know.

Tomorrow my family and I are heading to New Jersey, the town next to Trenton (aka frank-town) for my aunt's wedding (on Sunday). I'm a bridesmaid. I've never been to a wedding before. I like the red dress I chose for it.

Dyl is in California right now. He left a week ago and still has another week there. We've been together about 10 months. I really like being in love with my best friend. it makes talking so much easier. :)

now I'm just writing because I don't want to go to bed (its only 9) and don't have anything else to do but cut up my clothes so maybe i'll do that in a little while.

I recently discovered my shorts-overalls. I have been wearing them since I found them. I poured bleach on them and put studs and patches on them to make them look a little more me. really enjoying them, hoping to go to the garment district tomorrow with dad to pick up some regular, long overalls. the garment district is a thrift store in cambridge, by the way.

which brings me to another topic. dad got laid off yesterday. he is a very high paid position and the compony couldn't afford to pay him anymore. he was looking for other jobs anyways, he didn't really want to work for that co. anymore. but now we're just living on mom's income and her insurance isn't as good as dad's was i think...