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For the love of XxstraightjacketxX, reblog

on January 18, 2014 - 3:42pm

Straightjacket, we miss you so much please come back and talk to us again, I miss you so much and you've touched so many hearts. You've helped me through so much, please let us help you. Please, you're my best friend

COSMIC CONSTELLATION (Z)

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This will make you smile, trust me

on January 18, 2014 - 5:43am

This song makes me so happy, it's wicked funky and if you watch the video it's actually super funny in the way that we don't jump out from behind walls. Love the Bee Gees!
-Z

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Where's straightjacket?

on January 18, 2014 - 4:23am

Hey, has anyone talked to straightjacket recently? It's been a week and she's not on skype either, getting worried...
- Z

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Where's straightjacket?

on January 18, 2014 - 4:23am

Hey, has anyone talked to straightjacket recently? It's been a week and she's not on skype either, getting worried...
- Z

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I want to make a difference

on January 14, 2014 - 4:21am

Hey there killjoys,
I've been thinking a lot recently; what am I doing with my life? I'm literally sitting in front of my computer every fucking day, letting time wash away. I don't want that to be me anymore. I want to change something, make someone's life better. I don't want to learn to drive because I don't want to be like the rest of society, polluting the only chance of life we have. I love working with people rights and social justice. I have to complete a 100 hour project that I create for girl scouts, so I am going to do something special.

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Wednesday May 15, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Ok, so my life is chaotic right now and I really just need to vent on some incidents that took place today.
I've been dating this boy for about a year now. He will not be named because he is also a killjoy, and I believe he would appreciate to be kept anonymous. Anyways, he's had a very difficult life so far. He's 14, transgendered (biologically female), his mother gave birth to him when she was 14, and he's a foster child. Recently, he's been bouncing between hospitals and group homing programs. Apparently, while he was in a program, he did *stuff* with some boy he met there. And now he's pregnant. He just told me today. I can't say I've been entirely faithful to him either, but that's the thing. It's been an unhealthy relationship pretty much since day one. I have this problem where I carry other's weight and feel responsible for others, forgetting myself in the process. There was a time, not long ago, when I really realized that this wasn't good, I felt dependent. But it was bad, cause I like being me and my own person and being independent. And I felt that with him, I couldn't be independent. Now I want to get out, but my stupid "Others Before Myself" side kicks in. I hate it. How could I leave this poor kid that I've devoted all my attention, love and care to for a year that is now in deep shit, and just walk away? I HATE IT! I hate being insecure, not of how I look, but in thinking that I don't matter and everyone else does. That's been my mindset my whole life. As long as I can remember, I've just been the helper who picks people up again and again and again, and then I fall down myself because I'm EXHAUSTED from fixing everyone else, and I didn't even notice I was weary.
Sorry for the rant, but thanks for reading, and if you could give me some advice, that would be great.
- Z

Friday May 03, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I don't know why but I really want to hug a killjoy. REALLY BADLY!!!!!! We should have hug a killjoy day, where we have a big hug :3
I must look really weird right now
- Z

Friday May 03, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I don't know why but I really want to hug a killjoy. REALLY BADLY!!!!!! We should have hug a killjoy day, where we have a big hug :3
I must look really weird right now
- Z

Thursday May 02, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I'm serious guys. I'm in love. But not with one person in particular, but all of you killjoys. You guys just keep fighting and never give up. That takes so much courage and the fact that I can identify as the same of all of you makes me feel so happy and strong. Even after our role models, our leaders, our band backed off, we keep fighting. We are just such a close community, we deserve to be strong. So keep being strong and keep it up. I love you all.
Sing it for the world
Sing it for the world
- Z

Wednesday May 01, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Apparently I am still bored and killing joy

Wednesday May 01, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I think this is wrong but at least It's MCR!