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Goodbyes are hard

on April 8, 2014 - 5:37am

Hey guys,
So I go To WAGLY (Western Suburban Alliance of Gay and Lesbian youth) and have for about 3 years. WAGLY is my home.
For a while now, we've had an intern, Hayden. He's a senior in college and he also likes MCR and is not cis, like me. It's really nice to have someone I can relate to.
Last night I found out that he's leaving at the end of the month. It was really hard for me to hear. So, I talked to Marie (the adult advisor). More of cried to her, I hate crying in front of people and I hadn't cried in forever but I couldn't help it.

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Resurected

on April 7, 2014 - 10:34am

I would like to thank straightjacket for saving me, I was very very sad and in a matter of MINETS she cheered me up. I can't thank her enough, so everyone try to disregard that last dying post for now, and send straightjacket nice messages because she's my hero <3<3<3
xoxo
- Z

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Dying

on April 7, 2014 - 10:14am

I feel deflated. I'm dying. There's so much that I want to say, but I don't wanna make anyone hurt like this. Fuck. I'm such a melodramatic basket case. I don't want to be here in school, I can't be in school, not now. it's 1:13 still have an hour and 5 mins fuck I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna be me fuck it fuck it fuck it.
xoxo
-Z

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Snapchat

on April 5, 2014 - 6:45am

Hey guys, my snapchat is chamaemae
hit me up, i love snppin people! Ask Broken Up and Killjoys Never Die, I send good snaps
xoxox
-Z

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hagrid and his dog

on April 4, 2014 - 6:51am

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Monday October 28, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Well, we think we know why I'm always cold now. Why my fingers turn blue. Why I'm always shivering. Why the doctors can't get my oxygen.
I might be anemic.
My friend, Lauren, is in her 30's and a nurse. When I described to her all my symptoms, she said it's very possible since I'm vegetarian, underweight, and "of child bearing age."
It's strange to think of, though. There's a reason for how cold I am? Really? I'm glad there's an explanation, though. I've started taking a very small dose of iron to try to help, now. I hope it works.
Have a good day!
- Z

Wednesday October 23, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Hey all,
I've been thinking a ton about what I want to do with my life. All I know now is I want to help people and I want to be happy with whatever it is I'm doing. I hope this means music. My music is my life, it's my DNA, my voice, every cell in me is made for music. It's how I cope and survive. I want people to be able to relate to my lyrics. For people to smile because of me. To same lives. To make someone put down the blade. To make a life worth living. To be someone's MCR. And if I can't do something that makes me happy, why bother? Sure, I would have an income. But I don't put money before my goals. I don't want to live my life like that.
- Z

Monday October 21, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

So much is going on now.
Since my life with my brother isn't going too well. I could a) move in with my aunt and stay in the same school b) go to boarding school or least likely c) move to san francisco and live with friends but my parents don't really want me to got that far away. I am most likely moving in with my aunt when she moves back to my town then going to boarding school next year. It's a lot though. I feel so dark all the time. I will survive though, I know I'll get through this. I have to.
How are you guys? I haven't been here in quite a while.
- Z

Monday October 21, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

So much is going on now.
Since my life with my brother isn't going too well. I could a) move in with my aunt and stay in the same school b) go to boarding school or least likely c) move to san francisco and live with friends but my parents don't really want me to got that far away. I am most likely moving in with my aunt when she moves back to my town then going to boarding school next year. It's a lot though. I feel so dark all the time. I will survive though, I know I'll get through this. I have to.
How are you guys? I haven't been here in quite a while.
- Z

Monday October 21, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

So much is going on now.
Since my life with my brother isn't going too well. I could a) move in with my aunt and stay in the same school b) go to boarding school or least likely c) move to san francisco and live with friends but my parents don't really want me to got that far away. I am most likely moving in with my aunt when she moves back to my town then going to boarding school next year. It's a lot though. I feel so dark all the time. I will survive though, I know I'll get through this. I have to.
How are you guys? I haven't been here in quite a while.
- Z

Friday October 18, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I dyed/cut my hair and this is my friend Gabbi. Sorry I haven't been on in a while. Home drama and school work has come up. Inbox me :)
- Z