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J. Again.

on July 15, 2014 - 6:27am

I’m kind of freaking out. It probably sounds like no big deal. But to me, it’s everything. I was scrolling around Facebook today, when I saw someone I’ve been trying to forget. It was under the “recommended friends” or something like that. The profile picture was of a hooded kid with super thick eyeliner and a Chelsea grin drawn on his face with red lipstick. The name read “Ben St Pierre.” It was him. J. J had made a new Facebook. He changes his name a lot. When I met him, it was Alysa, then Al, then Jason, then J, then Bert, and now Ben. But I always stuck with J for some reason.

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Movie soundtrack challenge

on July 14, 2014 - 11:30am


So here's what you do;
1.Go to your music player
2.Put it on shuffle
3.For each scene, press the next button and so on.

Here's what I got;

Opening credits:
House of wolves - Bring Me The Horizon

Waking up:
Hell Above - Pierce The Veil

First Day of school:
Injection - Rise Against

You're So Creepy (acoustic) - Ghost Town

Breaking Up:
Dr. Doctor (acoustic) - Ghost town

Diamonds aren't forever - Bring Me The Horizon

Life is good:
Men Are All The Same - The Used

Mental Breakdown:
Vices - Silverstein

Dizzy - Jimmy Eat World

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on July 14, 2014 - 11:20am

I always wonder, when you grow up and you’re famous, will you talk to me? If I come to a meet and greet, and I say “Hey, remember me? It’s Z.” will you smile at me then the way you smile at me now? This probably sounds like a really stupid concept, but I can’t stop thinking about it. I Don’t want us to be nothing. Friendships fade, but I don’t want you to leave me. My biggest fear is what if by the time I have the money to fly out and see you, you’ll have forgotten me. I know I sound pathetic right now. It’s just that You’re the best thing in my life right now.
- Z

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Going to camp

on July 14, 2014 - 8:31am

Camp starts on July 20th. That's 6 days!!! I will be a CIT at Pleasant Valley Camp. I'm so excited! This will be my fourth year at PVC, and I'm so happy to start giving back to my camp. CITs have more responsibilities than campers. Like we have to do all the dishes, sort the mail, and we have to watch the campers when the councilors go to meetings. I was nervous at first at being a CIT, because of the ugly CIT completion, which is when the campers put on "ugly" makeup and clothes on the CIT's. Then they give the CIT an ugly personality to teach the kids that there's more to ugly than looks.

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Hey guys!

on July 7, 2014 - 8:43am

Hey all,
sorry I haven't been on for a while. But I'm back! I'm going off to camp on the 20th. I'll be a CIT, so that's exciting.
In response to StraightJacket's blog, you saw that I took a screen shot of all the snapchats you sent me where you weren't wearing makeup. You know why? Because you're beautiful. You're the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on and I am not kidding. You are the reason I keep going.
I hope everyone is having a good summer, I'm going to a therapeutic school in september, I'nm happy about this and hopeful that this year will go ok.
lots and lots of love,



Tuesday December 03, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti









Chpeverill-conti (Z)
please repost for your support.

Sunday December 01, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I can feel it, I'm sinking, I'm falling, I'm going there again...
- Z

Sunday December 01, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I can feel it, I'm sinking, I'm falling, I'm going there again...
- Z

Thursday November 28, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

Listening to your voice
Brings back the taste of your lips
As I hear you apologize
I remember our last kiss
Still dreaming, still hoping
Since nine months ago
I really wish you could know
That I can't love another
For that reminds me of you
Come back to me, come back
You're all I have to lose.
I wrote that about J...

Tuesday November 26, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

I dont know guys, I don't. I'm confused and sad and I just doodled a ton of unmentionables on my physics work. I don't want to be at school, I want to be at home cause i'm not okay.But I haven't had English or physics since before the hospital, so I should probably go to class. I just feel so dead and numb and blah :(
- Z

Monday November 25, 2013 
| Posted by: chpeverill-conti

10 mins till lunch!
And hello to some of my closest friends on this site: thepationtone, toeveryenemy, brokenup, and xxstraightjacketxx I love you guys!
Sorry if that excluded a bunch of other people on here. Inbox me, we can become friends and I'm always open to talk to new people. Tell me all your problems I was killing before killing was cool, you're so cool, you're so cool, so cool!
- Z