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Day 2 Poem~ Secrets

This poem has a possible trigger warning, so if you're sensitive to depressive poetry, please beware. So! Second day that I've posted a poem, feel free to comment and criticise; this one is one of my older ones.

Secrets out that shouldn’t be.
The blood washed off, the smiles faked.
In plain sight, yet never spake.
But can you not see?
The pain in her eyes?

Then, you took off her trainers,
Now, you bandage her lifeless wrists.
It was in plain sight, yet never spake.
Couldn’t you see?
All the pain in her eyes?

She had laughed, smiled, and cried.
Tears of loneliness, regret, and despair.
She

Remembrance

Here you go, GRCEMEISE! This is a poem I wrote about being alone at night with depression. It's not that great, but it's one of my favourites, seeing as it doesn't end in death. If you'd like me to post some of my more seriously depressing ones, I can, but I don't wish to trigger anyone.

REMEMBRANCE

One in the morning,
Darkness.
One in the morning,
and I can't sleep.
I listen to the sounds
of rain, of silence outside.

Two in the morning,
Darkness.
Two in the morning,
and I still can't sleep.
I lay here, wide awake,
yet so lucid. So Quiet.
I have to be, to let them sleep.

When will three come

What Poem Would You Like To Read?

For those of you interested in reading some of my poetry, what kinds of poems would you like me to post first? The short ones, longer ones, depressing ones, happy ones...?
And thank you very much to those even considering reading my crappy poetry!! It means so much to me! <3

Poetry

I know I have a history of asking you guys to read and give me your thoughts on my poetry, but I'm gonna ask again cause I'm stubborn! DX
Would anyone like to read my poetry and give their thoughts on it; criticise it; that sort of stuff? A lot of it is rather depressing, so I'd get if you didn't want to.

Have an Early Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays!

I don't blog very often anymore, I think I've blogged once since the Community section came back! Anyways, Here's an Early Holiday Well-Wishing for all you lovely people out there!

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Wednesday April 08, 2015 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

I rarely ever get on here anymore. After the whole glitch with the site, I gave up hope. I go to post a blog, and it just never happens. So, *if I actually click post for this one* here's the first blog in a long while.
I have continued with my poetry, lyrics, and tattoo designs. In a way, I have become the therapist for my friends and sister, my father suggested a career in psychology. Not too sure on that as a career though cause I'm set on being an artist.
I began exploring the idea of being a man, as that idea has always caught my interest, and I have announced that I am bigender/genderfluid.. I am not developing in my feminity, so I look like a boy. And I feel comfortable with that. Actually, I have been binding **what little I have of** my chest.

Thursday March 12, 2015 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

What is going on with the site??? I had no warning and I am so confused!!!

Saturday November 22, 2014 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

well... I guess I will be removing my previous blog, with my poem about panic attacks, because it sucks... and people on here have told me they don't like it... so, sorry I can't please you when it comes to my blog...

Sunday November 16, 2014 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

This is the entire cast of the musical I was just in. Last night was the final performance :( I'm gonna miss it! These people were so much fun to work with and left such a great impression on me, I started crying when we finished up!

Saturday November 15, 2014 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

I am going on a mission to refrain from typing depressing blogs! **Haha, good luck** Okay, enough of that. I have my last performance for All Shook Up tonight at my high school! ^.^ that oughta be fun!! Also, I'm getting so much farther into Homestuck than I thought I ever would! XD And I love it!!!!!!!!
On another note, my teachers found out I write poetry and I post it to a blog, so now they're making it their mission to find that blog and read my poetry! Lets hope they never find this one!! XD
Anyways, How are all of you?? I hope good!!

Wednesday November 12, 2014 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

I wasn't that nervous, to be honest... Our class performed in front of the Entire middle school today! It was a lot of fun. Thankfully, only a couple of people messed up, and it wasn't even that noticeable! We're having 3 more performances though, all at night. From 7 to 9 in my High school auditorium. I don't think my parents can go though........ ::::( it's $5 admittance for students and $7 for adults.
In other words, I'm doing ok.. still not the best, but alive!! I'm sorry if I scared any of you with my previous blog. Thank you all for caring <3