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Happy Birthday My Dear

I have this friend.
She goes by Sony,
But her true name
Means Dream.
Just as she is.
She is a dream
In this realm of reality.
She smiles,
And you know it’s
Genuine.
She cracks jokes,
And you can't help
But laugh.
Its her nature
To bring joy.
She is a jewel
As her second name
Implies.
A rare gift that has
A love for pies
We love our little
Dreaming jewel.
She is beautiful
And strong.
And she will always
Find a place to belong
Here in our hearts...

Sognira, You are an amazing girl, and I wish you a Happy Birthday <3
2-10-16

Fuck

Fuck..
Four letters.
So many meanings.
Expressed in anger, frustration,
Desire...
We circle back to the basis.
The primal instinct.
The animal in our anatomy.
To fuck.
Such a dirty word.
Such a dirty meaning.
Such a fun time...
F-can stand for a fun time.
U-could be between us.
C-are the covers we end up
K-kicking off of us…
©Poetry by Jade Trisdale

Counting Love

I thought about counting
how many times I have said
“I love you”
but it would be nigh impossible.
For I have said it with every
phrase;
I’ve said it with every glance;
I have said it with every hug,
and every kiss;
I’ve said it with each worry,
and each smile;
I’ve loved you with each
and every breath…
— Jade Trisdale

Kansas

As I look out on this horizon,
I fail to see the majesty of the mountains
I found so dear from Montana.
What I do see is space.
A vastness of flatlands punctuated
Only by the structures man made.
Only by the arms and
Appendages of the trees.
Reaching up to the high heavens
From their orange horizon depicting
Hell.
Reaching up to the infinity of the
Blue oceans above filled with
Fish made of stars.
Filled with coral reefs made of clouds.
Those bones of the dead trees
Reaching up to the sea-green oceans
Is the only beauty I see in this
Wasteland of the Bible belt...
~Jade Trisdale

Since I

Wowza

The site is on FIRE. Like someone grab the holy water! Let's put these demons out! JK, I love seeing all the new blogs. I'm glad there're so many new people getting on here since yesterday. 15 new pages worth of blogs!!! That's quite a difference compared to last week. Welcome to all the new bloggers!

I might blog later today, I wrote a new poem, so I'm thinking about posting it. It's pretty lame though.
Anyways, have a great day everyone!

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Wednesday January 27, 2016 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

As I look out on this horizon,
I fail to see the majesty of the mountains
I found so dear from Montana.
What I do see is space.
A vastness of flatlands punctuated
Only by the structures man made.
Only by the arms and
Appendages of the trees.
Reaching up to the high heavens
From their orange horizon depicting
Hell.
Reaching up to the infinity of the
Blue oceans above filled with
Fish made of stars.
Filled with coral reefs made of clouds.
Those bones of the dead trees
Reaching up to the sea-green oceans
Is the only beauty I see in this
Wasteland of the Bible belt...
~Jade Trisdale

Since I moved here, I've been looking for beauty that might compare to that of Montana. The only such thing I found that I love are the skies. During a lightning storm, at sunset, sunrise. Kansas skies are beautiful.

Wednesday January 27, 2016 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

The site is on FIRE. Like someone grab the holy water! Let's put these demons out! JK, I love seeing all the new blogs. I'm glad there're so many new people getting on here since yesterday. 15 new pages worth of blogs!!! That's quite a difference compared to last week. Welcome to all the new bloggers!

I might blog later today, I wrote a new poem, so I'm thinking about posting it. It's pretty lame though.
Anyways, have a great day everyone!

Sunday January 24, 2016 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

The time is not
late,
Nor is it to be
early.
It is plain day
and I miss you.

This is how I
Know,
that what I
Feel
Happens to be
real love for you.

Cause even with
Work
And the random
Shit
Throughout my day,
You’re still on my mind.

Never for an
hour
nor even an
instant
do you not cross
my thoughts.

I hope you’re not
Alone
I hope you’re not missing
me
As painfully as I
am for you…

I love you,
Lethander.
You’re the most
Amazing
and talented person
I will ever know.

Jade Trisdale 1-23-16 8:46pm
A poem for my boyfriend.

Sunday January 24, 2016 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

Hey guys, sorry for the lack of blogs. I realize I have failed to keep my promise of posting a poem a day.... I'm sorry.... I just haven't been feeling it lately. I'm still trying to write, though. Most of it is sappy shit that I jot down them throw away cause it sucks. And, as always, if you guys want a poem, go ahead and suggest something. I'm open for pretty much anything, and if it challenges me, maybe It'll get me back into the spin of things.
Speaking of my lack of motivation... I'm contemplating quitting the Spring Play... Nothing is clicking lately and I haven't done any of my homework. Keeping my grades up is a big factor in being able to be in the play, and my grades are all failing. Not due to the play, no.. just due to my lack of motivation for anything...
I haven't been eating much... again... still...? Everyone's worried that I might be anorexic.. I mean... I might be... but... I eat. I really do eat. Just not as much as they do. When my mum met my love, it brought the entire subject back up because he never eats... he gets sick everytime he does... Since the beginning of the school year, he's lost 20 pounds... Mum cornered me that night when he left and had a little chit-chat with me about it. She told me it's now my job to get him to eat more; as well as it's my job to convince him to improve his relationship with his father... Why she's putting these responsibilities on me, I don't know. But it's kinda fucked up. I mean, I'm a god damned high schooler, it shouldn't be MY JOB to take responsibility of my love and his life... I can help, of course! But... I can't fix it... I suggested those Carnation's breakfast essentials and food supplements. I'm sorta forcing him to try them. And on the topic of his father.. I hate the man. He is an abusive shithead that needs to be put in his god damned place.
Before I go on a tirade about his father... let's put a stopper on this blog.
I hope you guys are listening to good music and having a great day <3

Wednesday January 20, 2016 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

I need a long monologue for my acting class!! Could you guys please help me out? It's gotta be 5 minutes or longer and (slightly) school appropriate. I'm performing it in front of my class, and all the good ones were taken -.-

Tuesday January 19, 2016 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

Arms wrapped tight around you.
Whispering sweet nothings
in your ear.
Is this love?
When I feel so close to you;
When I feel cared for
Not just desired for.
Having an intimate connection,
without the physical intimacy.
A first kiss wouldn’t hurt,
would it?
Not unless it leads to more
because more always leads to
ever so much confusion.
Where do you place
your hands when there
is more?
How do you speak,
When there’s more?
No, simplicity is best.
A simple kind of Love.
With understanding,
and care.
~Jade Trisdale