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:D Homecoming!

on September 15, 2013 - 10:41am

omg!!! I went to homecoming last night with my boyfriend! it was fucking awesome!! I wore this beautiful red dress with thigh high stockings that were black and had red drops of blood on them with zippers on the sides.... we got there when the doors opened and once I went upstairs to the dance floor, I automatically ran over to the dj and requested mcr!

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Anime

on August 31, 2013 - 5:28pm

sooo, anybody else like bread? lol of course! what about D. Gray Man? Fruits Basket? Soul Eater? Rosario Vampire even?? yes, no? oh, ok..... just putting it out there :)

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help? advice? anything?

on August 15, 2013 - 6:26pm

there's this commercial on T.V. advertising for this site called ok2talk.org , I've been feeling really worthless and depressed and I was wondering if any of you guys have used it.... so have you?

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ugh.. makes my skin crawl!

on August 14, 2013 - 7:30pm

ugh! gross!! I'm watching The Bay, and just, GROSS! I mean, even when they don't show what's happening, just have the audio, it still makes your skin crawl when you imagine it!

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borde-borde-boredom.....

on August 7, 2013 - 6:26pm

just sitting in ma living room.... bored.... I hate boredom.... it sucks.... so that's pretty much it.....

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Tuesday June 11, 2013 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

as the title says, i'd like a little help....with what? you ask, well i'm trying to do a photoshoot, but I don't have any one to do it with... the whole concept is kinda gothic, Victorian style vampire or whatever.... and since no one in my life wants to do a photoshoot, im asking for someone on here to do it, so that I can then draw it....I will credit whoever helps me! so if you'd like to help, please message me! :) thanks!

Tuesday June 11, 2013 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

secrets out that shouldn't be
the blood washed off,the smiles faked
in plain sight, yet never spake.
but can you not see, all the pain in her eyes?

then you took off her trainers,
now you bandage her lifeless wrists.
was she in plain sight, did she never speak,
couldn't you see all the pain in her eyes?

she had laughed, smiled and cried,
tears of loneliness, regret and despair,
she was in plain sight, she never spake,
why couldn't you see all the pain in her eyes?

~~~I do not own the photo, that's my friends art... but I wrote this at school when I was really depressed...when I was abt to kill myself....

Tuesday June 11, 2013 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

twas a stormy, cloudy night
when the demon took her life.
curled in a corner,
nowhere to run
nowhere to hide.

so up she looked
into it's eyes.
they were the blue
of a cloudless day,
the blue of a depthless ocean.
so down, down she sank,
lost in the blue
of a depthless day...

the bubbles stopped
at her lips,
no more need for air,
no more need for life.
yet still she did cling
to that last hope or dream.
twas a blissful feeling
of weightlessness,
of sleep.

never did she think
she would wake in her bed,
to a blue cloudless day,
to her covers,
a depthless gray.
her hair astray,
sick with fever,
yet still a feeling inside.
a feeling of blissful sleep...
~I don't know yet what this is about, but I literally JUST wrote it.... i want ou to think of what it would mean to you, if there was to even be meaning....

Tuesday June 11, 2013 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

why do we have to live? here, in this fucked up world? why is it that life must rape every last one of us? I hear about people who want to end it, people whose lives are worse than mine was, and I just think.... why don't people feel empathy? feel sorrow for others? it pains me to kno that people abuse each other, use each other, fuck over everyone's life just because they feel like it... now I used to self harm because the people around were so angry/depressed, and I was like a mirror reflecting it... then I got better(sorta) and I see/hear/meet people who are still in that position, and I feel so helpless... I want to help them, be there for them, try to lighten up a day when the sun's been blocked out... so if anyone at all wants to talk, be cheered up, or just bitch about life in general, I'll be here.

Sunday June 09, 2013 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

so guys, i haven't posted in forever... what's up? well, other than the sky. (*failed attempt at being funny*) as you can tell, I can't sleep. it's already 2:53. same thing happened last night, the night before, and I can just never sleep... so I have concluded that I hate sleep; it takes forever to happen, and when it does it ends too soon... so if you have any ideas on helping me get a better sleep, I'm open to 'em.... but ya, it kinda feels like the pull of my knife is getting harder and harder to resist... im worried i'll end up just pulling it out, cutting and bleeding... but I'll continue resisting... on a happier note, my boyfriend and I are still dating... actually, he was over until about 10:30 when my dad finally came downstairs drunk saying he had to go home...~~~ I feel like a total idiot right now... all my life I've felt cooped up, tonight I was finally going to at least walk out the window for air, but for the zillionth time, I pussied out... it was poobly better that way... have any of you ever snuck out before? is it worth it? doubt it, but I still want to try, if only for the rush of it... so I should sum this up, it's a shit ton longer than I intended...
~so long killjoys.~

Sunday June 09, 2013 
| Posted by: lostn'foundagain

the title of this piece is
~~PAUSE~~
time stopped,
everything still.
then the tick
of a clock
rang out.
a word,
or a few,
and everything
did move.
everything,
but me
and you.
~not the best, but none of my work is... so whatever, just putting it out there.

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