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Grit your teeth keep running!!!

on September 24, 2018 - 7:19am

Hey everyone! I'm glad this is starting to feel little like the old days on here!

Anyways I have another anime recommendation it's Gurren Lagann it's basically giant fighting robots and it's inspirational as fuck and a lot less dark then kill la kill (the anime I recommend). Although there is one episode that can be triggering for some it's a good anime.

In other stuff I realize I haven't been as honest with my therapist as I should be and I know it's my choice to share what I need/want to, it honestly just feels like a chore at this point.

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I need to grow up a little more

on September 17, 2018 - 7:31am

Hello people

This place has changed since I made this account (witch was a little after I graduated high school). I've changed too. I made this account when I was lonely and still finding myself. I've met wonderful people on here then I stopped posting on here because of medical issues. I then join an amazing group chat on kik witch I kinda needed but months later I hit rock bottom pretty fucking hard. So there are a lot of emotions with this account and part of me feels like I should move on cause I'm 26 and I've grown since hitting rock bottom

A close friend of mine said o should take

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Things are changing

on September 3, 2018 - 7:30am

Hey… it's been awhile

So I have an apartment but it needs to be fixed up so I'm going to say November is the latest that I will move out of my parents house. I'm also close releasing a bunch of music and I mean actually releasing it so that what going on with me.

I'm nervous about my music because it super personal for me. I'm also nervous about moving out because I'm not going to have a roommate and I don't want to hit rock bottom again

Ryan

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I feel like I'm wasting my time

on August 31, 2018 - 3:53am
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How I got into mcr

on March 22, 2018 - 7:20am

Hello people

As the title says I'm going to tell you all how I got into mcr. Basically it started in middle school I had a crush on a girl who liked them and I got into them to have more to talk about. The first mcr song I heard of I remember correctly was The Ghost Of You and I liked them almost right away. Unfortunately I never told that girl I had a crush and on her and I probably never will

Ryry

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Monday September 24, 2018 
| Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Hey everyone! I'm glad this is starting to feel little like the old days on here!

Anyways I have another anime recommendation it's Gurren Lagann it's basically giant fighting robots and it's inspirational as fuck and a lot less dark then kill la kill (the anime I recommend). Although there is one episode that can be triggering for some it's a good anime.

In other stuff I realize I haven't been as honest with my therapist as I should be and I know it's my choice to share what I need/want to, it honestly just feels like a chore at this point. My best friend Luke would be my roommate but I know are friendship well enough to know that it would be kinda toxic and that's because I'm quick tempered and can be borderline verbally abusive to him but we have each other's backs no matter what.

This was a weird blog
Hope everyone is well
Ryan

Monday September 17, 2018 
| Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Hello people

This place has changed since I made this account (witch was a little after I graduated high school). I've changed too. I made this account when I was lonely and still finding myself. I've met wonderful people on here then I stopped posting on here because of medical issues. I then join an amazing group chat on kik witch I kinda needed but months later I hit rock bottom pretty fucking hard. So there are a lot of emotions with this account and part of me feels like I should move on cause I'm 26 and I've grown since hitting rock bottom

A close friend of mine said o should take chances so that's what I'm going to do

Ryan

Monday September 03, 2018 
| Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Hey… it's been awhile

So I have an apartment but it needs to be fixed up so I'm going to say November is the latest that I will move out of my parents house. I'm also close releasing a bunch of music and I mean actually releasing it so that what going on with me.

I'm nervous about my music because it super personal for me. I'm also nervous about moving out because I'm not going to have a roommate and I don't want to hit rock bottom again

Ryan

Friday August 31, 2018 
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Thursday March 22, 2018 
| Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Hello people

As the title says I'm going to tell you all how I got into mcr. Basically it started in middle school I had a crush on a girl who liked them and I got into them to have more to talk about. The first mcr song I heard of I remember correctly was The Ghost Of You and I liked them almost right away. Unfortunately I never told that girl I had a crush and on her and I probably never will

Ryry

Monday February 26, 2018 
| Posted by: fefedarkboy13

Heyooo!

How's that for a title! Really it has nothing to do with this blog but is the bare minimum plot of an anime I watched called kill la kill. It's super fan-servicey and over the top but it gets really deep and is amazing! I do recommend it but it's REALLY ADULT (17 minimum age) it's on Netflix with subtitles.

Anyways on to what I really want to blog about, I realize I'm an adult and can do pretty much whatever I want but I feel like I'm too old to say dye my hair or get a tattoo (I'm 25 but will be 26 on July 23) I don't really have an explanation for that feeling but I have it. I'm also at the age where I should talk more to my sister who lives 3,228 miles away because one day it's going to just be the two of us against the world. Other than that I'm in a good place in life!

Take care of yourselves
Ryan