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It's over.

on June 17, 2014 - 3:43am

Today is the beginning of the end.
Yesterday was a strange day... I finally did my exams (hope I've done well) and I now I have officially nothing to do. wooohoo XD
But... (there's always a but) it was the last time I'll see him in my life if my destiny is cruel and if not maybe one day we'll meet again. When I looked at him all was happiness but now all I can see is darkness (sounds tragic ;) ). And people tell me: "forget him.

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The weather is driving me crazy.

on June 14, 2014 - 7:04am

There's a LOT of sun and the weather is TOO MUCH hot and all is humid so it all sticks to my skin and it is awful and I washed my hair yesterday's night and it's already dirty/as butter (eww).
Please can somebody turn off the sun for a while? Or get me to Norway/Russia/wherever colder? Aggh how am I going to take my exam next day?

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I feel empty.

on June 10, 2014 - 11:41am

It's all in the title ^^.

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on June 6, 2014 - 3:30am

I'm bored, I can't focus on anything and I'm too hyper right now... and I'm starting being hungry :p (what a surprise as I'm always hungry).
I'm so confused with all and I don't know what to think or do and my feelings are really weird... It's like a mix of anger/frustration/disgust/sadness/nothing at all like if my brain wasn't there (^^).
The world is ugly right now. I'm worried about lots of things. :/

how are you guys? :) :) :)

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can't resist to do this too :p let's see what happens...

on June 5, 2014 - 11:33am

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question below, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the nextbutton
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool …

Opening Credits:
Romance- MCR (so beautiful but maybe better as the end credits?)

First Day At School:
A lot like Vegas- Bring Me The Horizon (aha...^^)

Falling In Love :
I am bulletproof- Black Veil Brides (well...)

Breaking Up:
A single moment of sincerity- Asking Alexandria (yeah, for sure <3)

Cancer- MCR (too sad for prom!



Thursday June 05, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

Yeaah so I passed today an exam and... I honestly think it was.... HORRIBLE!!! It sucked a lot lot LOT. and it was important VERY IMPORTANT!!!! Nice! Will be the worst result I've ever had and yes, it had to happen now. REALLY? OMG AAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Friday May 30, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

So today was my last day of school (before some exams which will be done soon) and I think it's the first time in my life I'm sad about it. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that now I will get up later and be more relaxed etc etc. But the class in which I've been this year has been the best class ever of my whole life, and when I say the best it's THE BEST with capital letters!!! I just think that my classmates were awesome as well as my teachers and I've felt really close to all of them. We were like a family (like in this site ;)) and I've enjoyed every second of this year (except for the stress but well, you know what I mean). I've been crying for days because I hate goodbyes and today I was about to sob without control in class but for some reason, I managed to make the tears stay in my eyes (sounds weird) but now I'm starting again T.T Next year we'll be the same people and this makes me feel really good but two of them will not be there anymore and I can only say that I'll miss them a lot. A LOT. I'll also miss my litterature (of all kinds) and history teachers, I really liked what we did. At the end of our last class today, most of us were crying or smiling weirdly (as if they were sad) and most of us have finished hugging each other. I don't know what I'm going to do next year when I'm leaving for real school to start university. I'm going to drown in my own tears hahaha...
Well, as you could guess, I'll miss my class and this year.

Now I also know that I won't see him anymore and this feeling kills me. I know I should forget him but I can't and I don't want to... so this means that I'll spend my future years crying in the corners (I think this Spanish expression isn't like this in English...^^) so this is the best opportunity to perfectionate my fake smile yeeah and to not give a f*CK about the world. (I need to go somewhere where no one will ever find me and scream until my heart explodes (any suggestion?)).

Saturday May 24, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

I'm doing the most boring schoolwork of my life yeeeaaahh :p
It doesn't inspire me at all and I have to do it quickly because I don't want to spend 3 days doing it ^^
I'm falling asleep btw and I've slept a lot so it doesn't have sense. One more week and school is over for me! I can't believe it! But there are important exams so... well... it will be "holidays" and not holidays with a capital H.

Well.... I don't know what to write... so... How is your weekend?

Friday May 16, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

I still can't write about that...
So I'm posting a song that explains how I feel (it's one of the 10000 songs I <3 and that describes my feelings).
So yeaaah let's sing dance and scream until I fall asleep and stop thinking for a while!!!

Wednesday May 14, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

As the title says, today is not my day.
It may sound like I'm exagerating but... well yeah, I'll explain it later because right now I'm tired of all.
Well the thing is I have a sort of broken heart and Ican't stop sobbing/crying etc.I want to burry my face in a pillow and scream out loud and listen to MCR BVB AA and BMTH at the highest volume possible and want to cry alone without people around me coz the worry and I don't like that and I just can't tell'em what's going wrong.
I'll post soon to explain....
Meanwhile: HOW ARE YOUUU???? (sorry need to try to be extremely happy to avoid sobs)
(all my blogs are rubbish omfg like my thoughts)

Tuesday April 22, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

So... I'm happy because I'm still on holidays, sleeping a lot etc. but I'm really stressed because of the important exams and I can't focus properly on them because I get distracted very easily and if that continues I'll do everything late and that.
For some reason I had a strange dream that makes me feel Idk... weird? about a guy I have a crush on and one of his friends... there wsn't really happening things and I knew I was dreaming but all seemed so real...
I'm starting to get confused and messing things up.
It may sound stupid if someone is reading this but I needed to put it somewhere.

Have a good day/night or whatrever it is in ur country! :)