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Does the perfect neighbor exist?

Because I have my doubts...
Mine are always arguing, or have birds that start singing really early in the morning, which means that yeeeesss I can't sleep, or they decide to build something, or shout to the phone or decide to buy shoes that are incredibly noisy... I can't remember of a single day in my life when it has been peaceful. Really, I'm not exagerating this time. I'm thinking of moving on to a desert island. When I have to study, it's impossible, when I need to sleep, it is horrible, and when I can, someone decides to celebrate a f****g party.


I'm super bored right now :( I don't know what to do!!! Any suggestion?


OMGOMGOMGOMFG I'm so excited!!!!!
People who live in my country don't have the same music tastes as me so... It's really hard for me to find the CD's I want. Every year it becomes more and more difficult.

It's over.

Today is the beginning of the end.
Yesterday was a strange day... I finally did my exams (hope I've done well) and I now I have officially nothing to do. wooohoo XD
But... (there's always a but) it was the last time I'll see him in my life if my destiny is cruel and if not maybe one day we'll meet again. When I looked at him all was happiness but now all I can see is darkness (sounds tragic ;) ). And people tell me: "forget him.

The weather is driving me crazy.

There's a LOT of sun and the weather is TOO MUCH hot and all is humid so it all sticks to my skin and it is awful and I washed my hair yesterday's night and it's already dirty/as butter (eww).
Please can somebody turn off the sun for a while? Or get me to Norway/Russia/wherever colder? Aggh how am I going to take my exam next day?



Saturday June 14, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

There's a LOT of sun and the weather is TOO MUCH hot and all is humid so it all sticks to my skin and it is awful and I washed my hair yesterday's night and it's already dirty/as butter (eww).
Please can somebody turn off the sun for a while? Or get me to Norway/Russia/wherever colder? Aggh how am I going to take my exam next day? I can't focus on it and I'm getting nervous and I can't sleep because of it and because of this f*cking weather and it all mix up in my head and... !!!!!! And this makes me feel really irritated and I'm rude even if I don't want to and then I feel ashamed and want to disappear but I can't.... I want to be a mermaid to be always in the water. (Now it's when I start being crazy).

How is summer over there? :)

Tuesday June 10, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

It's all in the title ^^.

Friday June 06, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

I'm bored, I can't focus on anything and I'm too hyper right now... and I'm starting being hungry :p (what a surprise as I'm always hungry).
I'm so confused with all and I don't know what to think or do and my feelings are really weird... It's like a mix of anger/frustration/disgust/sadness/nothing at all like if my brain wasn't there (^^).
The world is ugly right now. I'm worried about lots of things. :/

how are you guys? :) :) :)

Thursday June 05, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question below, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the nextbutton
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool …

Opening Credits:
Romance- MCR (so beautiful but maybe better as the end credits?)

First Day At School:
A lot like Vegas- Bring Me The Horizon (aha...^^)

Falling In Love :
I am bulletproof- Black Veil Brides (well...)

Breaking Up:
A single moment of sincerity- Asking Alexandria (yeah, for sure <3)

Cancer- MCR (too sad for prom! but I love it)

Mental Breakdown:
China Girl- David Bowie (ok... now too much happy...)

God Bless You- Black Veil Brides (not bad)

Getting Back Together:
This prayer for you- Black Veil Brides (yes)

Wedding Scene:
Welcome- Asking Alexandria (hmmm... for an evil wedding I suppose so...)

Final Battle:
Barbie debe morir- Nancys Rubias (XD I didn't remember I still had that one... hmm check it out if you want to laugh a bit ^^)

Death Scene:
Stay- MCR (nice one)

Funeral Song:
Wretched and Divine- Black Veil Brides (wonderful)

End Credits:
Revelation- Black Veil Brides (aha... good one)

Thursday June 05, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

Yeaah so I passed today an exam and... I honestly think it was.... HORRIBLE!!! It sucked a lot lot LOT. and it was important VERY IMPORTANT!!!! Nice! Will be the worst result I've ever had and yes, it had to happen now. REALLY? OMG AAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Friday May 30, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

So today was my last day of school (before some exams which will be done soon) and I think it's the first time in my life I'm sad about it. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that now I will get up later and be more relaxed etc etc. But the class in which I've been this year has been the best class ever of my whole life, and when I say the best it's THE BEST with capital letters!!! I just think that my classmates were awesome as well as my teachers and I've felt really close to all of them. We were like a family (like in this site ;)) and I've enjoyed every second of this year (except for the stress but well, you know what I mean). I've been crying for days because I hate goodbyes and today I was about to sob without control in class but for some reason, I managed to make the tears stay in my eyes (sounds weird) but now I'm starting again T.T Next year we'll be the same people and this makes me feel really good but two of them will not be there anymore and I can only say that I'll miss them a lot. A LOT. I'll also miss my litterature (of all kinds) and history teachers, I really liked what we did. At the end of our last class today, most of us were crying or smiling weirdly (as if they were sad) and most of us have finished hugging each other. I don't know what I'm going to do next year when I'm leaving for real school to start university. I'm going to drown in my own tears hahaha...
Well, as you could guess, I'll miss my class and this year.

Now I also know that I won't see him anymore and this feeling kills me. I know I should forget him but I can't and I don't want to... so this means that I'll spend my future years crying in the corners (I think this Spanish expression isn't like this in English...^^) so this is the best opportunity to perfectionate my fake smile yeeah and to not give a f*CK about the world. (I need to go somewhere where no one will ever find me and scream until my heart explodes (any suggestion?)).