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on October 2, 2017 - 4:02pm

So I'm back after a long time but I need to say something

Thanks to MCR and this community I met my boyfriend 3 years ago. Although it's been hard because we don't even live in the same country, we have become stronger and I couldn't be happier. Now I can't wait to finish my studies and finally be able to move in (We can't see each other as much as we would like).
He has saved me several times and he is the best person I have ever met.
So thank you for this opportunity
I never thought I could feel like this

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Hi again

on November 3, 2015 - 9:00am

Hmm this is strange... I thought the community would never come back... But it has and I'm glad but it makes me feel extremely weird...
My old messages and some blogs I wrote are still disappeared but yaay let's post new things like:
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!

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When the fake smile vanishes

on April 11, 2015 - 9:23am

I just need to write this down somewhere but no one is forced to read because it will probably be boring (just warning).

1...I've always supported my friends when they have had a hard time. Have they ever done the same with me? NEVER. I'm tired of having to wipe their tears every single time and when it's me who is living in hell I find myself alone. Then one day they ask me if I am ok.

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Worried

on March 31, 2015 - 11:51am

I have the strange feeling that something painful (for me) is about to happen... Id like to think Im just a bit paranoid about it but... Ive never been wrong... And I dont know what to do

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Too. much. homework.

on November 15, 2014 - 10:23am

And god that's soooo boring *faints*

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Tuesday November 03, 2015 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

Hmm this is strange... I thought the community would never come back... But it has and I'm glad but it makes me feel extremely weird...
My old messages and some blogs I wrote are still disappeared but yaay let's post new things like:
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!

Saturday April 11, 2015 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

I just need to write this down somewhere but no one is forced to read because it will probably be boring (just warning).

1...I've always supported my friends when they have had a hard time. Have they ever done the same with me? NEVER. I'm tired of having to wipe their tears every single time and when it's me who is living in hell I find myself alone. Then one day they ask me if I am ok. If I try to explain them they instantly forget and start telling me their "most important problems" (which means that their shirt is too big for them etc) so I decide to shut up and keep it all to myself but obviously I end up exploding . Well, when that happens, they tell me why Ive been keeping it to myself and when I tell them then I become the evil one because they cant accept Im right. Its like REALLY? I know Im selfish and all but they are like much more self focused than me. I do care for the people I love.

2... For some strange reason, people love to blame me when I wasnt even there... WEIRD!!!

3... Idfk how Im going to finish high school without dying... All the teachers are late (what a surpriiiise) and theyre overcharging us with homework (thanks, thats what I really needed) and they want us study more than 10 hours a day (hey, when am i going to sleep?). If we complain they say its hard but that we will thank them (sure, thanks for leaving me awake all night. cant you see my amazing dark circles? so fancy) and that they lived the same as us (so umm... is that revenge?... how is it that youre still there? how did you survive?). And of course they want us awake at every single class after seven f*** hours locked in the school (easy because I had to stay awake all night long finishing the 12 pages composition you told me to do in two days!!!) and tell us there's no pressure (HA!!!).

4... I cant talk to anyone about my feelings because "you're overracting so much" when Im not. Im just not feeling amazingly good and if you ask me Im gonna tell you the way I feel because its you who wanted to know RIGHT?
And apparently I cant trust people.

5... I cant control my feelings and Im acting weird af. Idk why but Im being more sensitive than ever in my life (but only when Im alone).

6... Basically, the idea is that I FEEL LIKE SH*T RIGHT NOW!!!!

Tuesday March 31, 2015 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

I have the strange feeling that something painful (for me) is about to happen... Id like to think Im just a bit paranoid about it but... Ive never been wrong... And I dont know what to do

Saturday November 15, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

And god that's soooo boring *faints*

Saturday November 01, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

I hate being hurt but apparently it's what always happens to me. what a nice life. is it that difficult to be honest??

Thursday October 30, 2014 
| Posted by: emogoticgirl

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