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Please read this if you're going to give up on us!!

Attention: All My Chemical Romance fans who have begun to give up. PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE OUT OF YOUR DAY TO READ THIS AND PASS IT ALONG.

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this is hard to admit but..

hey guys, I think it's time I tell you something. I've been trying to figure this out for a while now, and I think I've made up my mind a bit more, thanks to a certain someone on this site (thanks sooo much for your support!) and I have to tell you. i'm not sure, but I think I might be a lesbian. or at least bi curious. I've never had a proper crush on a boy before, or a girl, but I've never let myself think about that, because I've always been scared of being judged. but I know you guys will understand and won't judge me in a bad way. sure I might put kisses on the end of messages to everyone, and hug everone, but I don't know. I can't tell my friends, they'll disown me, because I've always said I love them... now they'll think i'm too different and then they won't want to be with me they won't ever want to hang out with me, or I DON'T KNOW I'M REALLY SCARED!!! luckily I have you people on here who won't judge me because you are all lovely and caring killjoys.

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i hope this is good news!!

well, somebody told me lonestar's real name and I searched the Virginia obituaries, and her name didn't come up, which is good, but we still don't know where she is, if she's okay or not. I hope it isn't the reason, but she may have attempted suicide still but have not succeeded.. either way I think she's alive but we don't know if she's okay.. so we need o keep praying!! please add to the lonestar parade in any way you can!! we love you lonestar hold on girl you're gonna be fine!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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no 4 blog tonight, please respond!!

does anybody on this site know lonestar's real name?? inbox me if you do, because she might not want it public, but i'm going to search her on the internet to see if she has posted on any other sites (thank you to give em hell for the idea x ) we need to know what has happened, so we can all sleep better at night, even if it is the worst..

thanks and bye for now!! x

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blog of tonight no.3, i know but please read this it is really important!!!

so I have come up with an idea to show lonestar that we love her and that she means so much to us!! please do this. okay, so my idea is for everybody who reads this to reblog this message from wherever you read it on any site at all, so if she goes online at all, she will see our message. please o along with this idea, I really want lonestar to see that we care. use, here, facebook, twitter, tumblr, deviantart, message it to her, just get this across to her, so she WILL see it, and know we care about her, and that she has soooo much to live for. it's been too long without her, she needs to return to the zones!! also add your killjoy name to the bottom of this blog when you reblog, so she can see how many people care. :)

xxx we love you lonestar xxx

Straight Jacket

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i know i just bloged but

yeah, I already blogged, but i'm in a creative mood, so doeas anybody have anything they want me to do, like a band emblem or killjoy name or something, coz I have nothing to do for a few hours (French homework doesn't count) so yeah :) plus, i'm lonely so ask me anything at all x

run, bunnies, run,

ps, I decided to do my ray toro hair today (natural) and I wondered what you think and if I should keep it or straighten it again xxx

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strangeness is mandatory

so I know I look weird in this photo, but it's a shot of me that shows what I look like to me in my head. a crazed loony with no knowledge of better judgement. and yeah, I have weird eyes, I know. it's not my fault they're a circle practically! but I don't care. I just thought i'd cheer you all up, and also ask you to post a picture of what you loo like to yourself in your head. it doesn't have to be of you, just a picture that represents you in the best way possible. okay love you guys, and if you're feeling sad, cheer up coz it's nearly Halloween!!!

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as many people have already seen and posted blogs about, a dearly loved member of our killjoy family wrote a suicide note on here yesterday. this is really serious guys, and we need to help her in any way we can!! please pray for her, inbox her, write blogs for her, comment on her blogs, just get the message across that we love her and tht nothing should make you want to end it all. please everyone just take a minute to help her in any way you can, because I refuse to lose her!!! lonestar we love you, and never ever be afraid to keep on living!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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what the hell is wrong wih me???

so I've been sick the past couple of days, with tonsillitis. but although I get sick a lot, I get over it quickly too. I still felt like crap today, but I wasn't exactly sick, if you know what I mean. I couldn't talk, and I was dizzy and kept falling into things. my dad just said to me that i'm fine, and that I still have to go to school. he left, and then I tried to get ready, I really did, but then I couldn't, and I broke down crying. I called my mum and she understood and she said I could stay off school today. so I did. I watched the first 3 episodes of star trek next generation, and then I cried and slept. when my dad got back from work, he just started shouting at me, saying I was fine, and that I bunked off because i'm lazy. so I went into my room from the lounge, and then 2 minutes later he walks in, not bothering to knock, and tells me to get changed into more decent clothes, because I have to take the dog out.

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new story???

so as I couldn't write anymore of my killjoys story, i'm gonna start a new one, but I need ideas.. if you have any, please inbox me, coz I don't want anybody to know what will happen in the story, coz i'm gonna post it on here :) and also I will credit anybody who comes up with an idea x) it can be any idea (clean) , any era, any characters, real or fiction, or you :) please post ideas I have writers block!!
run bunnies run, I love you all ~straightjacket x