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I broke

That is all

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Bored and can't sleep

Anyone up too talk?

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Anyone on here have AS (Asperger Syndrome) or high functiong autism?

Just wondering because I think I have it and I've discussed it with my Mother and she also thinks so. I want to get diagnosed by a doctor for sure. This has had a big I think (negative) impact on my life. I just feel all alone and would love to talk to someone who feels or can relate to this. Thanks!
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Sunshine Slaughter A.K.A Em

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Anyone up to talk

I'm wide awake and can't sleep.

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Anyone wanna chat??

Just bored and looking for some new friends to talk too!!

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I can't stand being in my skin

I can't stand how I feel. All these negative/bad/sad emotions are coming to me at once. I'm my own worst enemy right now, and I CAN'T F***ING STAND IT!!! Just everything about me disgusts me right now. I feel like i'm going to go insane or crazy.. Why are nights (or at least tonight always bad) ever since my Dad passed nights have been so hard. I just wish I could stop this feeling. I wish I could be somebody else just for a day I don't care who, just someone else. It's hard to explain but I feel like I can't think of anything new to do and I'm sick of doing the same things to try and get my brain to relax, I need to come up with something new....but I don't know what. DAD I JUST WANT YOU BACK!!! I don't know what to write sorry this is such a depressing blog, will probably get reported for something idk bye.

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Bored,anyone want to do a story with me??

Besides the people I'm already doing stories with. I'm just coming out of my bad writer's block from this past month! So all the people I am doing stories with, please be patient I'm replying to them now. It would only be in messages. So message me if your interested or wat to. Thanks:)

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This month is going to be hard....

it's only the 4th and this month sucks!!! ITS NOT FAIR!!! On the first my Dad passed away, it still hasn't set in. I'm still in shock! Havent slept yet! I've been listening to MCR nonstop on repeat!!! So I might not be on here as much for awhile..

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I need someone to talk too

I almost died yesterday! I'm scared and confused and I feel lost. I had a seizure yesterday I felt like I was close to dying. I need someone to talk to about it, I don't care who just someone i feel like i;m the only person going through this right now and i'm really really scared. I want my mom and I want to go home but I can't at the moment.

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Any killjoys in the Denver, Colorado area?

I'm leaving today to go to Denver for awhile to hang with one of my best friends from childhood and hopefully see my cousin. I would love to meet new friends, so if anyone would want to become friends since I'm not going to really know anybody. I would love it. I'm pretty excited to start fresh somewhere.