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It's a vicious cycle.

Long story short: I survived the first week of school. But just barely, as my tolerance for people is abnormally low. I mean, it's already kind of low in the first place: being around people drains me and with school and work and family I'm getting really tired really fast.
It's a vicious cycle now that I think about it:
1. I for some reason work late, and since it takes me awhile to calm down at the end of the day, I generally won't get to sleep until 11.30 or 12, which gives me 6.5 hours of sleep. No big deal, but more would be nice.
2. Since I'm always kinda tired, I'm terrified of doing poorly at school this year, even though I'm super organized and am taking all but one easy class (I just really love physics okay guys?!) .

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This Site Continues Giving Me False Hope.

So each time I log on I get the little message saying that I have a friend request waiting and I get excited like "yay someone wants to be friends!!!" but then I get this.

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Anyone Here Like Newsies?

I know that's kind of a random question, however it's still a valid one. I recently re-watched the 1992 movie and have been listening to the Broadway versions of the songs nonstop the past two weeks. I was just wondering if anyone here liked the movie and wanted to talk about it with me via messaging? I don't know anyone who would watch it (I can't really picture my best friend watching it with me, and nobody at work cares much for musical), which really bums me out, since I wanna talk about it. I could talk about it with my mom or something, but she hasn't seen it so that conversation wouldn't go too terribly far.
So yeah, anyone up for a Newsies conversation? Maybe? Hopefully? Please?

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I really hate panic attacks guys. (excuse bad grammar and whatnot)

Okay so to keep things short and simple I'm kind of an anxious person and some of the time, the littlest things can throw me into an anxiety/panic attack, although it's kind of rare. Normally they only last a few seconds and then I'm fine and go about my day, but for some reason just a few minutes ago I got hit really hard by a really bad one and I have no idea why-I was just sitting in front of my computer and listening to the Newsies soundtrack (don't judge! :) )and it was probably the longest one I've ever had and it's still going, although it's starting to ebb a little bit and now I'm starting to get a little freaked out on top of that because I have to go to work in 15 minutes and I don't know if it'll be gone by then because it ebbs but then it kicks back in in like 20 seconds and I really don't trust myself to drive while panicking.

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Tattoo Musings and Writing Frustrations.

I really like talking about those things, so this'll probably be part one of many.
I've been fascinated with tattoos for years-as a kid I was always kind of nervous around people with them, mainly because no one in my family had them and I've been drawing on myself since I was about eleven or twelve, although that briefly stopped when I went to Catholic school.

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Hey can someone clue me in a little bit please?

Hi there, I was just wondering if you guys could possibly help me?
Okay well what are the members of MCR doing now? I know that Frank's in another band (from the front page of the news portion of this site), but what are Gerard, Mikey and Ray all doing? I can't seem to find anything on YouTube and was wondering if I possibly missed something?

Thank you so much!
-Tia

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Hi Guys!

Hey! I haven't been on in forever! Recently I've been on an MCR kick (before that it was Disney songs-don't judge!!) which caused me to come back on here. So yeah.
A lot has changed since I've posed routinely--I don't wanna say I've grown up but I've changed. I'm not bullied anymore (thank God!!!), I'm more like that kid that people know who I am, but they don't really talk to me or anything (which I'm cool with), and I've got a pretty awesome group of friends for the first time since like fourth grade. On top of all that I'm far more comfortable with myself as a person-which helps tremendously.
Since school's finally out and I don't work until later in the day most days I'm gonna try to post on here more often. :)

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It's Been Forever!!

Hey guys! It's been forever since I've logged on. No specific reason really, just never exactly got around to it. Let's see...what's happened since I was last on. I started writing more stories. I went to a Rob Zombie concert. I haven't cleaned my room. I've gotten employed and that's about it.
What's up with you all? How's it going?

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Is-Is the third Killjoy comic out already?

Did I miss something? Is the third one out already?

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gotta love the anxiety, right? *a small, not very angry rant*

Imma just get straight to the point: school starts soon. I don't mind going cuz I want to do something productive with my day. My best friend and I decorated my locker last week, and some of the things we did I'm starting to feel really self conscious about.

I mean, it's nothing bad, just pictures that remind me of inside jokes I have with my best friend or TV shows that I like. So it shouldn't be a big deal, right? So why the hell am I so nervous about this?! I'm more comfortable with myself and who I am than I was in the past few years and I'm trying to come out of my shell (although talking to people still can terrify me) a little bit and whatnot. But seriously, if I'm feeling more confident and comfortable, why am I acting this way?!