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Race Today

Hey guys my dad's taking me to a Race today NASCAR.

It's not the Sprint Cup with all the higher powered and people you might know, but it's the Nationwide with drivers trying to earn the title of Sprint Cup Driver.

should be fun I've been going to those type of races since I was a child anyways.

so yeah I haven't always been emo.

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My Head hurts

It's like a Tension Head Ache Migraine.

Everything just hurts. Sitting still hurts, sensitive to light and sound.

My mom's practically screaming into the phone to her friend, ( not really but she has a loud obnoxious voice when she's on the phone.)

And the T.V.s really fucking loud too.

Please STFU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha yeah I really do have Black Rings around the bottoms of my eyes from Depression,Anxiety, Stress, and lack of Sleep during my teenage years.

Mix that in with long shaggy hair, side burns, and a full grown beard you would look at me and think I was in my 30's.

I'm really 23.

But yeah what do I want for my B-Day???

I want a GF and the last MCR Album. :')

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The World at Large

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

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Heart Ache Version 2.1

Was losing all my friends.
Was losing them to Childish Fights. < ( My Version) [ Real Version] To Drinking and Driving.
Was losing all my friends, but I got them back.

I am on the mend.
At least now I can say that I am trying.
And I hope you will forget the things I still lack.

Is it in you now,
To bear to hear the truth that you have spoken?
Twisted up by knives,
To make a trap for fools.

Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to broken?
And stoop and build them up with warn out tools.

( Yeah, Yeah) (Yeah, yeah. Oh.)
(Yeah.)

Nothing gets so bad,
A whisper from your father couldn't fix it.
He whispers like a bridge, it's a river spanned.

Take all that you have,
And turn it into something you would miss if.....
Somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans.

(Yeah. Yeah.)
(Yeah, yeah. Oh.)
(Yeah.)

( Pick Up)

Time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
It takes a while to grow anything,

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We Couldn't Think of a Title

Shit I'm Fucking Sleepy right now. How is everyone?

Hell I'm hanging in there but you know I'm just so Alone right now. I mean I guess I'm not Trying hard enough to find friends and socialize, or no one is really interested in me.

So idrk but yeah I'm just kinda feeling mixed up and blunt about everything. I'm kinda just like fuck this shit, fuck that, oh and fuck you too, You know? It's just one of those days you just wish everyone would die. I'm just kinda pissed and upset.

I can't get over the fact that some one who used to love me so much could just turn there back on me and treat me like a fucking stranger.

any how idk I just kinda give up trying you know? It's like you'll be ok you know you just need to go to this place they'll help you. And I'm like no I'm ok Honest I just want a coke you know? and there like no that's not normal behavior your on drugs.

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Heart Ache

I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.

I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.

(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die
(WAKE UP!) Wake up now it's over...
(WAKE UP!) Just tell me it's ok to die

Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over...
just tell me it's ok to die

My Soul has been torn apart, ripped away by the only threads that where holding it together. My love has stabbed me with a rusty nail. I will never know what it it's like to love some one again.

2 years, 2 Fucking years and now you go and turn on me just like that?

I guess I wasn't good enough.

I wish I had some one to call mine.

I'm sick of this pain, this feeling of emptyness. I'm so alone in this world of nothing.

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How old are you?

well here we go I'm gonna get all touchy feely * gropes boobies*

JK but any ways how old are most of you fellers on here?

I know I'm so freaking old right? ( omg he's a pedophile)

NO NO I know the law and don't want to go there.

but yeah I'm 22 and I lurv Me some MCR.

anyone around there 20's ? on here or is everyone mainly Teens?

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1 year Ago

1 magical year ago fate brought me and Skull Rose together and we couldn't be happier together.

I luv you skullrose

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in the eyes of BlueBurnsBlack

Where do I begin this Journey of life?

How bout when I first found out about MCR yes?

Okay here goes my Sister had already been listening to them since they formed, but I wasn't aware of them yet I only new 2 Songs at the time by them I'm Not Okay ( I promise) and Helena. As the years went by after 9-11 when Gerard was inspired to write Skylines and Turnstiles (correct me if I'm wrong), I kinda didn't know much about them still, Until 8th Grade.

wait a minute what's this you ask? I didn't really know about them till 8th grade?

well yes my fellow killjoys I found out more about them by the time I reached the 8th grade which for me would have been when I was 13/14 I had just heard Welcome To The Black Parade on my local radio station in Atlanta, Georgia.

I was so astonished and amazed at the sound. I couldn't believe what I was hearing so much feeling so many emotions it was as if someone really understood me finally.