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Moving

on August 7, 2017 - 3:02pm

Well My Mom got a new job so I will be moving to a new City closer to my Sister and Brother.

I will also be closer to my friend but she hasn't talked to me in a few weeks.

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we couldn't think of a title

on July 25, 2017 - 4:17am

Well I had another medical procedure done....

They said my stomach doesn't digest food properly? Idk but I had to do all these stomach tests, because I have been having problems with throwing up after I eat.

( not BULIMIA) but it is kinda weird.

Anyways I worked a 33 hour week last week an,d I worked 18 hours this week, so I should get a pretty good pay check this thursday from last week.

Otherwise everything else is fine.

I just feel like nobody ever really comments on blogs anymore.............

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Update on life

on June 26, 2017 - 1:15pm

Well everything is fine and all.

Had a medical procedure done today...

Won't go into detail.

Work is work....

4th of July is near, and I'm ready to blow shit up.

Anyway tired of being single. ( 5 years now)

I wish there where some people from Georgia on this site ( the state not the country) but a lass all you wonderful people live forever away.

Been a little depressed and anxiety has been a bitch lately but I'm making it through.

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Update on life

on May 8, 2017 - 7:10am

Well work is work, I get a few hours but not enough.

The store manager is kinda mean, ( well Everytime I've talked to him he has been) the assistant store manager is a lot nicer and likes me; and the grocery managers like me.

But I just need something more, you know like I feel like I need more hands on training, not computer based training but actual like demonstration, of what they actually want me to do.

Cuz my 6 month evaluation was kinda sucky, and it made me feel like I'm a bad employee.

Other than that I've just been staying home and surfing the web.

Or I'll hang out with some friends.

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Turncoat,Killa,Liar,Thief!!!!

on April 12, 2017 - 11:17am

Well with everything in the news about D.T. I quite just don't know what to say. I just feel like he's trying to start WW3.

Anyways other than that my therapist has made me start group therapy on wednesday nights.

Also my brother's wedding is coming up next week and I'm the best man for his wedding.

I am a little nervous about it; but I'm sure I'll be fine.

I will get to go to the beach too, from Monday to Friday after the wedding. So that'll be nice.

But on the other side of everything fun and good there is the bad, my work hasn't given me any hours in 2 1/2 weeks so I'm kinda bummed

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Wednesday April 12, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well with everything in the news about D.T. I quite just don't know what to say. I just feel like he's trying to start WW3.

Anyways other than that my therapist has made me start group therapy on wednesday nights.

Also my brother's wedding is coming up next week and I'm the best man for his wedding.

I am a little nervous about it; but I'm sure I'll be fine.

I will get to go to the beach too, from Monday to Friday after the wedding. So that'll be nice.

But on the other side of everything fun and good there is the bad, my work hasn't given me any hours in 2 1/2 weeks so I'm kinda bummed about that, cuz I barely have any money left.

I also feel like they are trying to get rid of me since I got a low 6 month evaluation score.

But Idk.

I'm just trying to hold on, when everything seems to just set me off, on mini Anxiety attacks.

Wednesday March 29, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

Wednesday March 29, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I was pissed off because I didn't have any work for 2 weeks, but They finally called and said I have my 6 month evaluation on Friday, and I'm scheduled for April 2nd but only 5 hours.

Anyways I didn't mean to blow up like that; my Bipolar got the best of me.

Well I hope y'all are doing alright.

Sunday March 26, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Dammit motherfucking cock sucking sons of bitches coward ass pansies!!!

fuck it all!!!!

I just found out I got terminated from my job at Publix ( Grocery store) they never sent an email or called and told me, how fucking pathetic they are.

Fucking cowards, they could have at least told me oh well looks like I'm burning my uniforms; fucking bastards ain't getting that shit back. Fuck them.

I'm pissed.

Sorry for the rant but come on at least have the fucking balls to tell me I'm fired.

Thursday March 23, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey y'all my email doesn't work on this site so if you want to contact me do so on KIK

CandiedOregon

Or my personal Email kmills1537@gmail.com cuz I forget to check this site sometimes.

Tuesday March 21, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I was Hospitalized back in February? and I met this girl who was like 21 or 22; in the ER in the main Hospital Admission place.

She was really pretty and nice, but I don't know what happened to her, or even where she lives.

but I just wanted to catch y'all up on stuff. work has been work; they decided to cut my hours so I'm thinking they want to fire me but are too much of a coward to actually tell me I'm fired, they would rather cut my hours until I quit the job.

Also I had both engagement parties for my brother and his fiance. One in January and one at the beginning of March.

Next is the wedding for my brother in April, and I am his best man. But other than that; I've just been myself some days, and other days I just feel lonely and hopeless.

I just have this sense of doubt that I'm never going to find a gf again, but I've been talking to some people on different sites, but haven't gotten to the point where I've met anyone yet.

I also go to a support group called NAMI ( National Alliance Mental Illness) but there's rarely anyone there that I'm interested in. I mean there is one girl; but she has a BF. So other than that all the other girls are not my type.

But yeah I've just been feeling kinda Down the past couple of days, because I'm tired of being single, and my job is fucking around with my hours and shit.