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hey everyone im going on a hiatus for a short time to find myself if you need to talk to me email my personal email KK?!

on May 7, 2010 - 3:16pm

the headline explains it all im just not myself right now

I am a psychic medium and I practice witchcraft and if you don't like it im sorry but that's who i am and that's what makes me happy so i'm going to do what makes me happy.

and I just get bad vivid dreams and night mares sometimes form having a spiritual connection to some one so i just try to hold on knowing i have what's left to hold on to

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Scene/Emo kid feels bad

on May 6, 2010 - 3:37pm

the Scene/ Emo kid is sorry for anything that has ever happened to any one and wants to say once again im sorry for anything that happend and i am taking a short time to say good bye and good night

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#2 soldier songs

on April 28, 2010 - 7:27am

second song

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MY FWENDS OVER them

on April 28, 2010 - 7:24am

all the *soldier fwends* stand and make it clear that we won't go down without a fight

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it's 4:03 and I can't sleep without the thought of her right here next to me :"/.....;(

on April 28, 2010 - 6:18am

I feel horrible there are so many people that I like and think i like/ love but i'm only hurting them/ myself but all I know is there are mainly 3 to 4 girls that are fighting over me 2 have my soul and the other 2 are just flirting with me to be nice to me.

FUCK THIS HURTS!!!!!

i can't stop the feeling of wanting to hurt myself or use pills again and nobody knows that im detoxing of of tranquilizers from when I was hospitalized cuz they thought i was psychotic or some crazy shit like that.

IT GIVES ME HELL TO KNOW WHAT THEY DID TO ME

oooooh mother what this war has done upon my

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Wednesday March 10, 2010 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I have no idea if this may be Bulimia or not but I need help

ok here are the details of which my concern is

Anti Bipolar medicine, Anti Seizure medicine, Eating Disorder medicine with same characteristics as Anti Bipolar and Anti Seizure, but was used as a weight gain prevention and a Matabolizim stabalizer so I wouldn't constantly eat.

As of approximently 2 months ago I have been off the medicine, when my weight was at approximently

220 to 240 pounds

now my weight is at approximently 175-180 pounds

I have been eating less and less since the first day off the medicine, and I have been having Purging like behaviors except with a normal Bulimic that would puke after eating, mine ends up being "Mud Bucket" or "The Runs"

here is another point I was taking the Anti Bipolar as a sleep medicine because it had the same characteristics as that, but after 2 weeks taking it to help me sleep, I broke out in an allergic reaction to the medicine

now I'm left asking myself and my parents and friends WTF is WRONG with ME???!!!!

could I possibly have Bulimia???

Tuesday March 09, 2010 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I feel depressed so um leave me some stuff I am going to bed

Tuesday March 09, 2010 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

her name is Leslie, and she is like this super hot emo chick and she is at my school but she is too scared of all the guys cuz she thinks they wanna hurt her so IDK how to talk to her without her like getting me into shit at school

Tuesday March 09, 2010 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

that's all I can think about is emo girls I want one so bad

:(

any around atlanta georgia?

Monday March 08, 2010 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

does any one want to cheer up the emo-panda??

:'(

all alone with no one to call you there own

:'(

Friday March 05, 2010 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

hey everyone whats goin on????

hahahaha im on at school