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Friends?

on September 19, 2017 - 7:00am

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

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Going through a Manic phase

on September 15, 2017 - 1:47pm

So I have Bipolar 2 and I'm going through really bad Mania, cuz I'm like trying to buy shit I don't need, and wanting to constantly do something, but avoiding work. I've had a few anxiety attacks over the past few days as well. I'm not "Sui" at all but I'm not Psychotic either. I'm just kinda hovering right at the line of breaking into Psychotic mania.

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Lottery

on September 14, 2017 - 3:48pm

well today I bought a $20 Scratch off ticket at my Publix ( grocery store) that I work at.

It was a 100X the money scratcher, and I got the 100X symbol under a $5 prize.....

So I won $500. that's more money than what I make in a week worth of Pay at my job.

Any ways I had $8 this morning ( cash), and I bought a Powerball and a $2 scratcher and lost the $2 scratcher, but now I am super curious about the Powerball......

Because I had a Dream last night that I won the Lottery on a Scratch off ticket, except in my dream I won $10 Million not $500.

So with that being said ; if I do win the

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WW3

on September 4, 2017 - 4:10pm

Well Kim Jong Un and Trump are about to Pile Drive us into World War 3.

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Mortuary Sub Complications Part 4

on September 1, 2017 - 3:35pm

I just got off work an hour ago. It was alright, I just wish I didn't have to go to work.....

anyways how is everyone doing? those of you who still use this site?

Also it's September 1st, so you know what that means?????

Wake Me Up When September Ends. Like Seriously I fucking wish I had the whole month off.

I just need a break, I'm tired of work, I'm stressed out, still throwing up due to Anxiety problems, Haven't seen my therapist in over 3 months because fucking medicaid won't cover it.

I'm slowly but surely starting to lose it. I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need.

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WW3
Monday September 04, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well Kim Jong Un and Trump are about to Pile Drive us into World War 3.

Friday September 01, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

I just got off work an hour ago. It was alright, I just wish I didn't have to go to work.....

anyways how is everyone doing? those of you who still use this site?

Also it's September 1st, so you know what that means?????

Wake Me Up When September Ends. Like Seriously I fucking wish I had the whole month off.

I just need a break, I'm tired of work, I'm stressed out, still throwing up due to Anxiety problems, Haven't seen my therapist in over 3 months because fucking medicaid won't cover it.

I'm slowly but surely starting to lose it. I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need.

I hate to admit it, but I feel like I should be hospitalized. The other day I was depressed, and had "S" thought's, but I didn't act on them; nor did I tell anyone about it.

But I can't just keep going on like this it's slowly killing me.

I have so much going on right now between work and getting ready to move, It's really starting to take a toll on me.

Monday August 07, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well My Mom got a new job so I will be moving to a new City closer to my Sister and Brother.

I will also be closer to my friend but she hasn't talked to me in a few weeks.

Tuesday July 25, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well I had another medical procedure done....

They said my stomach doesn't digest food properly? Idk but I had to do all these stomach tests, because I have been having problems with throwing up after I eat.

( not BULIMIA) but it is kinda weird.

Anyways I worked a 33 hour week last week an,d I worked 18 hours this week, so I should get a pretty good pay check this thursday from last week.

Otherwise everything else is fine.

I just feel like nobody ever really comments on blogs anymore.............

Monday June 26, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well everything is fine and all.

Had a medical procedure done today...

Won't go into detail.

Work is work....

4th of July is near, and I'm ready to blow shit up.

Anyway tired of being single. ( 5 years now)

I wish there where some people from Georgia on this site ( the state not the country) but a lass all you wonderful people live forever away.

Been a little depressed and anxiety has been a bitch lately but I'm making it through.

Monday May 08, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well work is work, I get a few hours but not enough.

The store manager is kinda mean, ( well Everytime I've talked to him he has been) the assistant store manager is a lot nicer and likes me; and the grocery managers like me.

But I just need something more, you know like I feel like I need more hands on training, not computer based training but actual like demonstration, of what they actually want me to do.

Cuz my 6 month evaluation was kinda sucky, and it made me feel like I'm a bad employee.

Other than that I've just been staying home and surfing the web.

Or I'll hang out with some friends.

I also started a group therapy thing requested by my actual therapist, on Wednesday nights a few months ago, I feel like it helps sometimes; but other times I feel like I don't need it.

Also there's a girl in the group, that I have a crush on she's the same age as me, but we aren't allowed to be in the same group if we are in a relationship.

So basically I can't date her; unless I quit going to the group.

It sucks cuz I just get so lonely sometimes.