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Christmas time

on December 18, 2017 - 1:37pm

Hey guys so it’s close to Christmas, I already got mostly everything I wanted. A car, new bed, new sheets, Video Game, and for New Years Eve I’m going to Macon to blow up some Fireworks with my brother and his wife, and her co worker has bought $6000 worth of some cool stuff.... so it’ll be a blast.

Then I’ll be at my dads house over night.

Anyways my ex from when I was 18, sorta introduced me to her BFF, back around my birthday, so we have been talking for a while; and I finally got her #.

I don’t know if she likes me more than a friend though but I do like her.

Her name is Michela (

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Life on Standby

on December 8, 2017 - 12:33pm

The Distance and my Heart to sand, flowing through the hourglass I fall to pieces I can't let go; of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.

Well yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now.

A mixed up cluster of Confusion, Depression, and Despair.

My Ex from 2014 of whom we have continued to be friends for a while basically told me I only like you as a friend and I never want to date you.

So I'm like ok....

That basically devastated me, given the fact we never met in person and she doesn't know me that well.

But it is what it is.

I hate it

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Sorry for the lack in Posts

on November 19, 2017 - 5:10am

Hey guys, so I’ve Moved since I last posted idr if i posted that or not.

Anyways the holidays are coming. I got some stuff for myself already, but I kinda have a list.

I’m going to round 2 of Thanksgiving this afternoon ( My Dads side of the family). So yeah how are you guys doing?

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Open Letter/Screen Writing an Apology

on November 1, 2017 - 4:47pm

Where are you? And I’m so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.

We’re looking up at the same night sky, keep pretending the sun will not rise, we could be together for one more night somewhere, somehow, if only I could find you.

Please hang on tight........ I’ll see you through the night, this static contact; is pulling us apart.....

Just wake me when it’s over, when the curtains raise its time to move on. Exit now credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away....... ( the one that got away)......

You know me too well, you’re sorry and I can tell, scene fading

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Friends?

on September 19, 2017 - 7:00am

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

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Sunday November 19, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys, so I’ve Moved since I last posted idr if i posted that or not.

Anyways the holidays are coming. I got some stuff for myself already, but I kinda have a list.

I’m going to round 2 of Thanksgiving this afternoon ( My Dads side of the family). So yeah how are you guys doing?

Wednesday November 01, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Where are you? And I’m so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.

We’re looking up at the same night sky, keep pretending the sun will not rise, we could be together for one more night somewhere, somehow, if only I could find you.

Please hang on tight........ I’ll see you through the night, this static contact; is pulling us apart.....

Just wake me when it’s over, when the curtains raise its time to move on. Exit now credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away....... ( the one that got away)......

You know me too well, you’re sorry and I can tell, scene fading fade to black, your acting all this out; again. I know it’s tomorrow, your waiting for something to feel alive.

If you catch my drift here I’m trying to say I’m sorry for the hurt I caused you back in 2014. I never meant to do what I did; my friend pressured me into what I did.

If I could have you back you know I’d take you back in a heart beat.

But I know you’re happy with whoever you’re with now.

I just wanted to say I miss you.

If by chance you do read this or are still on this site S.R.

Then this is my apology.

Tuesday September 19, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Tuesday September 19, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Friday September 15, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

So I have Bipolar 2 and I'm going through really bad Mania, cuz I'm like trying to buy shit I don't need, and wanting to constantly do something, but avoiding work. I've had a few anxiety attacks over the past few days as well. I'm not "Sui" at all but I'm not Psychotic either. I'm just kinda hovering right at the line of breaking into Psychotic mania.

Thursday September 14, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

well today I bought a $20 Scratch off ticket at my Publix ( grocery store) that I work at.

It was a 100X the money scratcher, and I got the 100X symbol under a $5 prize.....

So I won $500. that's more money than what I make in a week worth of Pay at my job.

Any ways I had $8 this morning ( cash), and I bought a Powerball and a $2 scratcher and lost the $2 scratcher, but now I am super curious about the Powerball......

Because I had a Dream last night that I won the Lottery on a Scratch off ticket, except in my dream I won $10 Million not $500.

So with that being said ; if I do win the Powerball I'm going to shit literal bricks.

I'm ecstatic right now. I've never won more than $20 on a lottery ticket.