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on November 19, 2014 - 4:53pm


on November 16, 2014 - 5:57am

Hey guys/girls sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I have been checking my account though but no one has PM'd me so I just didn't bother to check on you all.

Any how my gf is sick, but we are still together and she has a surprise for me for christmas. Idk what it is cuz she won't tell me, but she said she is shipping what ever it is a week before Christmas. When I asked her if I would like it, really like it, love it or marry it, she said I would marry it. So I'm like awwwweeee I love you too baby. ( thinking she had bought a plane ticket to come visit me for Christmas.) I asked her that, but she said no sorry baby not yet you have to wait till I'm 18.

My Shirt is in the mail

on September 27, 2014 - 9:32am

My mom ordered me the Drum line Black Parade shirt xD

Happy Birthday to Me

on September 24, 2014 - 8:37am

the title says it all

It's my Birthday!!!!

I'm 23 yaaaaaayyyy I just hope people still like me ( Blink 182 Reference)

ahahaha anyways how is everyone today?

I luve my Bae

on September 12, 2014 - 1:26pm

This is my new GF she's not on here I don't think but her name is Jessica and she's 18



Wednesday September 03, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Yeah It's really Stormy like intense lightning and stuff so I'm gonna get off my laptop for a while

Wednesday September 03, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

The picture is old but this is what I looked like March of 2012 I think.

I'm just so lonely, I have no one to call my own.

I mean well yeah my ex wants me back, but she's fucking Psycho Crazy Bitch.

She also only wants to get in my pants and doesn't care anything else about me.

So I'm just sitting here in all Technicalities saying to myself, well she could be your only chance you get, but then again she is an easy girl that sleeps around with everyone.

So I guess I just don't know what to do. I mean I want a GF and to be in a relationship, but I don't want one who only wants me for sex and has been with more than 5 guys.

I mean 5 Guys 14 times total with all of them, that's a little gross, and you probably have STD so no thank you.

So I just sit and think to myself how many of these girls that say they like me and want to date me on these dating sites have already had sex, and how many guys have they had sex with?

Cuz to me it looks like every girl I meet is not a virgin and that they only want to get with me to take my virginity away and then dump me.

I'm not that easy, but I mean do any of you people even read these, notice what the community is saying, or going through?

Fuck man how hard is it for a 20 Something to find another 20 Something that likes the same shit as I do, and is categorized under the same social cliques as I am?

I just don't get it. I've Tried everything Meet Me ( too many spam bots), OkCupid ( not the right type of people), Plenty of Fish ( Plenty of Fakes), Match ( not willing to pay $40 for a One Month Subscription), Zoosk ( Fakes), Tinder ( some what works but haven't gotten any dates), How About We ( NO), Geek 2 Geek ( Haven't really tried that one yet)

I'm just losing hope on ever finding anyone.

Saturday August 30, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys my dad's taking me to a Race today NASCAR.

It's not the Sprint Cup with all the higher powered and people you might know, but it's the Nationwide with drivers trying to earn the title of Sprint Cup Driver.

should be fun I've been going to those type of races since I was a child anyways.

so yeah I haven't always been emo.

Monday August 25, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

It's like a Tension Head Ache Migraine.

Everything just hurts. Sitting still hurts, sensitive to light and sound.

My mom's practically screaming into the phone to her friend, ( not really but she has a loud obnoxious voice when she's on the phone.)

And the T.V.s really fucking loud too.

Please STFU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday August 24, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

haha yeah I really do have Black Rings around the bottoms of my eyes from Depression,Anxiety, Stress, and lack of Sleep during my teenage years.

Mix that in with long shaggy hair, side burns, and a full grown beard you would look at me and think I was in my 30's.

I'm really 23.

But yeah what do I want for my B-Day???

I want a GF and the last MCR Album. :')

Monday August 18, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.

just added the lyrics to give the setting, anyhow well It is getting closer to Autumn, and I will be headed to the coast in September, but the shitty part about that is..... Everyone is either back in school, or back in college.

Sooo with that being said, there won't be a lot of girls there around my age and if there are any around my age they are either married, have a bf already, or have kids.


but anyways I went to Tennessee over the weekend and that was cool, I just wish I had gotten to go swimming some where.

Meh all in all Summer is pretty much over.

I will be going to the Atlanta Nascar Nationwide Race on the 30th though with my dad so that should be fun I guess.

I still just wish I could find someone to call mine, I'm kinda giving up all hope of finding some one but well idk I guess I just need to try a little harder.