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Hey Guys

on January 27, 2016 - 7:25am

It's Blue ( Kevin)

I was Recently Discharged from the Psych Ward; And I'm Now Back Home, I'm Doing a lot better, though; I had gone to my dad's House and had spent the weekend with him ( Parent's are divorced); So after that, I went to My Brother's and His ( Fiance's) House, and got home way to late. It took me over 2 Hours to get home, when usually it takes 30 minutes.

I was really lost, confused; and scared.

So I got home and told my mom; I think I'm having an Anxiety Attack, and I'm getting a little paranoid and Having Hallucinations of demons telling me to hurt myself.

So I went to the

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Blib Blarb Bleep

on December 8, 2015 - 9:16am

Hey guys so what's everyone up to????

I'm bored some one talk to me?


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Update on life

on November 8, 2015 - 6:18am

So I had a Girl from a Group on Facebook Called Disabled Dating start talking to me, ( Since I'm Bipolar) but the girl ended up being a Catfish ( Fake) because all she wanted from me was my money and I doubt it was a real girl anyways.

Then I have me Ex ( Staci) who is always calling me up for happy fun time ( she has a fucking boyfriend though) I'm like you know I like you and you like me; but your bf would be pissed if he found out you fcked me.

And now my Ex ( Tiffany) who is married keeps randomly messaging me saying her Husband is Abusive towards her and she wants help but doesn't know

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The sites back!

on November 2, 2015 - 12:55pm

Hey guys/girls it's me BlueBurnsBlack

But one question with the site being back?

Can we message each other and comment on blogs?


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Ummmmm Help!!!

on March 15, 2015 - 12:13pm

Have My Chemical Romance been working on a new album? While representatives are keeping tight-lipped, reports have been circulating on the Internet. There have been strong rumors that the rock band is finally returning to the recording studio working on a what might be a back-to-roots album.

UPDATE 15/03/2015 : This story seems to be false. (read more)

According to a source, rumors of My Chemical Romance (Frank Iero and Gerard Way, ed) working in recording studio are true, with as many as eight songs having been put to tape.



Friday September 12, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

This is my new GF she's not on here I don't think but her name is Jessica and she's 18

Thursday September 11, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Today is the 13th anniversary of the worst day in America.

Where were you?

I was in 5th grade Home Room we where having a President Game day at school I was supposed to be the President for my class. ( I was in Special Ed)

My teachers all went to a private room for like 20 minutes when the principal called a meeting for the teachers.

None of us kids knew until we got home.

I got home around 3 and my brother had the news on I thought it was a movie at first and asked him hey cool what movie are you watching?

He said no little bro this is real this happened this morning.

I screamed in Horror I was so upset and angry.

My mom had one of the terrorist who flew the planes into the building as a patient where she works.

Even worse I watched them practice run over my house in the summer and didn't know what it was when I should have called 911.

Wednesday September 10, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

This is my Calling This is my Purpose.

I thought you where mine but you where a joke, I thought you liked me but it was only a game to you.

Now you're gone and I just want to be your friend when everything comes crashing down.

But you won't let me in.

It's all too much; I can feel my lungs collapse on me!!!!!

My Bitter Soul weeps for only for myself after you have left and torn me apart.

I just want to say that I loved you and respected you, I tried to give you everything you ever wanted.

but you just left me like I was a dog tossed out in the rain.

You killed my soul, I have nothing, like clock work you went your separate way and destroyed me.

What is it like? does it feel good? do you love him? is he all you ever wanted?
What all the other boys all promised.
Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems,
Shelter from cold. we are never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me whats it like to have
Myself so figured out.
I wish I knew..

I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
The kind of song that makes people glad
To be where they are,
With whomever they're there with.
This is war.
Every line is about,
Who I don't wanna write about anymore.
Hope you come down with something
They can't diagnose, don't have the cure for.

( Build Up)

Holding on to your grudge.
Oh its so hard to have someone to love.
And keeping quiet is hard.
Cause you cant keep a secret
If it never was a secret to start.
At least pretend you didn't wanna get caught..


We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe, in us.

Oh, we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.
We are entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth,
We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds,
Handsome and smart.
Oh my tongue's the only muscle on my body
That works harder than my heart.
And its all from watching TV,
And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldn't stop if I could.

( Build Up/ Bridge)

Oh it hurts to be this good.
You're holding on to your grudge.
Oh it hurts to always have to be honest
With the one that you love.
Oh, so let it go..

We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe.
We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe, in us.

( Screaming)

This is the grace that only we can bestow!
This is the price you pay for loss of control!
This is the break in the bend!
This is the closest of calls!
This is the reason I'm alone!
This is the rise and the fall!

We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe.
We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, we're throwing the fight
But I just wanna believe, I just wanna believe,
I just wanna believe, in us.

Tuesday September 09, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

That Movie is Love.
That Movie is Life.

Saturday September 06, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

1. Real Name? Kevin Benjamin Mills

2. If you could change your name? Ezekiel

3. Obsessions? Paintball and Fireworks

4. Male or Female? Male

5. Elementary School? Craig,Gwinn Oaks

6. Middle School? Crews

7. High School? Brookwood (9th),Cedars Academy[Hell Hole] (10th) Apalachee ( 11th-12th)

8. Want to go to college? Maybe

9. Natural Hair color? Blackish brown

10. Tall or Short? Me Tall, Gf Short

11. Sweats or Jeans? jeans.

12. Phone or Camera? Phone

13. Health Freak? Not Really

14. Orange or Apple? Apple

15. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes

16. Eat or Drink? Both?

17. Ever broken a bone? Collar Bone

18. Pepsi or Coke? Coke

19. Been in an airplane? Yep

20. Been in a relationship? Several

21. Been in a car accident? No

22. Caused a fight? A Few Times


24. Best Friend? Brad Stevens

25. First friend you ever made? Preston Tippet

26. First Crush? Well let's categorize that how old we talking ??? My first gf I was 4, second gf I was like 9, third I was like 12-14 but that should not count cuz I was fucked up in the head at that point in time, fourth threw I'd say 9th gf, was between 14-17, 10th gf I was 19, 11th I was 21. So about 11 Girls maybe more maybe less?

27. First Word: IDR

29. Last person you texted? Either Lacey or Ashlie

30. Last person you talked to? My Brother

31. Last person you watched a movie with? What Movie? Parents, The November Man

32. How do you know that person? Ummm I just told you there my parents

33. Last thing you ate? Chicken Shishkabob

34. Last song you listened to? IDR

35. Last thing you bought? Uhhh Adult Toys


37. Food? Mexican

38. Drink? Dr.Pepper

39. Bottoms? Cargo Jeans for pants, and as for Underwear usually Boxers unless Sexy Fun Times then Boy Short Panties ;)

40. Flower? Black Rose

41. Animal? Wolf

42. Color? Blue

43. Movie? Transporter 3 ( that Ukraine Women) UNFFFFF

44. Subject? History/Social Studies


(Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [X] Fallen in love with someone.

46. [x] Celebrated Halloween

47. [X] Had your heart broken

48. [X] Went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone

49. [x] Had someone like you

51. [] Got Pregnant/Got Somebody Pregnant

52. [] Had an Abortion.

53. [x] Did something you regret.

54. [x] Broken a promise.

55. [x] Kept a secret.

56. [x] Pretended to be happy

57. [x] Met someone who changed your life

58. [x] Pretended to be sick.

59. [x] Left the country

60. [x] Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [x] Cried over the silliest thing

62. [x] Ran/Walk a mile.

63. [X] Went to the beach with your best friend

64. [x] Got into an argument with your friends

65. [x] Disliked someone

66. [x] Had a lazy day


67. Eating: Nothing

68. Drinking: Nothing

69. Listening: Silence

70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting

71. Plans for today: IDK

72. Waiting To: Have a gf again


73. Want Kids? Maybe

74. Want to get Married? Yes

75: Want a Career: Yes


76. Lips or Eyes: Eyes

77. Shorter or Taller? Shorter

78. Romantic or Spontaneous? A little of both

81. Hook-up or Relationship? Relationship

82. Looks or Personality: Personality


83. Lost Glasses/Contacts? Don't wear them

84. Snuck out of a house? Yep

85. Held a knife for self defense? Yes

86. Killed Somebody? No. Killed Something Yes, Spiders, Squirrels, Snakes,

87. Broken someone's heart? Yeah :(

88. Been in Love? Yes

89. Cried when someone/something died? Yes, My Dogs Dusty, and Dunkin


90. Yourself? Half of the Time

91. Miracles? Sometimes

92. Love at First Sight? Yes

93. Heaven: Yeah

94. Santa Clause? No

95. Aliens? Yes

96. Ghosts? Yes


97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now? Yes

98. Do you know who your real friends are? Some of them

99. Do you believe in God: Yes

100. Post as 100 truths? I like my own titles

Saturday September 06, 2014 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

[X] I am a morning person.
[] I am an only child.
[] I am currently in my pajamas.
[X ] I am left handed.
[X] I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I can be paranoid at times.
[X] I enjoy country music.
[X] I enjoy smoothies.
[X] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I have a car.
[X ] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[] I have a hidden talent.
[X] I have a pet.
X] I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
[ ] I have all my grandparents.
[X] I have been to another country.
[X] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[X] I have or had broken a bone.
[X] I have caller I.D. on my phone.
[X] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
X] I have had major/minor surgery.