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Update

on February 10, 2018 - 3:11am

Hey guys I haven't been here in a while.

I just got out of the hospital yesterday. I went in on Monday.

But I'm a lot better now, and I got a lot of resources I never knew about.

Also my Doctor from the Hospital wants me to do IOP.

So I'll be doing Intensive Out Patient for about a Month but it should be alright.

There was a cute Emo Girl there, but I didn't get to talk to her much, she left the day after I was admittted ( Tuesday Morning).

So yeah there's that

Anyways I am going to a Nascar Race on the 25th, and I am Excited for that.

My friends were blowing up my phone while I was gone but

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Snow Storm Part 2

on January 16, 2018 - 12:12pm

Well we are supposed to get more snow down here in Georgia.

It's been a Brutal Cold Winter this Year, with several waves of Arctic Air and cold temperatures in the Teens F.

Like tonight the low is going to be 16 F. Which Our record low since I have been alive ( I'm 26) was a few years ago around 6 F.

So I'm hoping that Winter doesn't last all the way till March or April this year.

Cuz usually for Georgia we Get an Early Spring around Mid March Early April.

And the temps usually hit 60's to low 70's F.

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Mortuary Sub Complications Re Visited

on January 12, 2018 - 12:54pm

So we will start off with the Good news. I think me and the girl in the U.K. are in a long distance relationship now, She never really told me?

And I put in an application to Target to be a Cart Attendent. Not sure if they will consider me?

Anyways I went to the doctor's yesterday because I have been feeling Depressed for the past couple of weeks.

So here's the Bad news.....

Since I was feeling Depressed and a little "S", they upped the dosage of my medications, because that's basically all they could do to keep me out of the hospital.

I haven't started the new dosage yet but I think I'm

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Mortuary Sub Complications Re Visited

on January 12, 2018 - 12:53pm

So we will start off with the Good news. I think me and the girl in the U.K. are in a long distance relationship now, She never really told me?

And I put in an application to Target to be a Cart Attendent. Not sure if they will consider me?

Anyways I went to the doctor's yesterday because I have been feeling Depressed for the past couple of weeks.

So here's the Bad news.....

Since I was feeling Depressed and a little "S", they upped the dosage of my medications, because that's basically all they could do to keep me out of the hospital.

I haven't started the new dosage yet but I think I'm

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Merry New Years and happy Christmas

on January 2, 2018 - 8:50am

Lol yes I said it backwards on purpose....

How’s everyone doing? I hope y’all all had a good holiday season.

I know I did. I think I might have found a girlfriend, the only thing is she lives in the uk. but I’m keeping my options open just in case.....

Never know what might happen... so we shall see.

Didn’t get a lot of presents for obvious reasons....

But that’s alright I got what I wanted.

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Tuesday January 16, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Well we are supposed to get more snow down here in Georgia.

It's been a Brutal Cold Winter this Year, with several waves of Arctic Air and cold temperatures in the Teens F.

Like tonight the low is going to be 16 F. Which Our record low since I have been alive ( I'm 26) was a few years ago around 6 F.

So I'm hoping that Winter doesn't last all the way till March or April this year.

Cuz usually for Georgia we Get an Early Spring around Mid March Early April.

And the temps usually hit 60's to low 70's F. I like warm weather but not super hot weather like our Summer's which is about 80's to 90's with Humidity.

the Humidity is what makes the heat even worse. But enough blabbering about the weather.....

How is everyone doing?

Friday January 12, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

So we will start off with the Good news. I think me and the girl in the U.K. are in a long distance relationship now, She never really told me?

And I put in an application to Target to be a Cart Attendent. Not sure if they will consider me?

Anyways I went to the doctor's yesterday because I have been feeling Depressed for the past couple of weeks.

So here's the Bad news.....

Since I was feeling Depressed and a little "S", they upped the dosage of my medications, because that's basically all they could do to keep me out of the hospital.

I haven't started the new dosage yet but I think I'm alright for now.

I'm just kinda hanging on, a thin line between Stable and Depressed.....

It's kinda like a waiting game to see when I'll snap again.

Friday January 12, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

So we will start off with the Good news. I think me and the girl in the U.K. are in a long distance relationship now, She never really told me?

And I put in an application to Target to be a Cart Attendent. Not sure if they will consider me?

Anyways I went to the doctor's yesterday because I have been feeling Depressed for the past couple of weeks.

So here's the Bad news.....

Since I was feeling Depressed and a little "S", they upped the dosage of my medications, because that's basically all they could do to keep me out of the hospital.

I haven't started the new dosage yet but I think I'm alright for now.

I'm just kinda hanging on, a thin line between Stable and Depressed.....

It's kinda like a waiting game to see when I'll snap again.

Tuesday January 02, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Lol yes I said it backwards on purpose....

How’s everyone doing? I hope y’all all had a good holiday season.

I know I did. I think I might have found a girlfriend, the only thing is she lives in the uk. but I’m keeping my options open just in case.....

Never know what might happen... so we shall see.

Didn’t get a lot of presents for obvious reasons....

But that’s alright I got what I wanted.

Monday December 18, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys so it’s close to Christmas, I already got mostly everything I wanted. A car, new bed, new sheets, Video Game, and for New Years Eve I’m going to Macon to blow up some Fireworks with my brother and his wife, and her co worker has bought $6000 worth of some cool stuff.... so it’ll be a blast.

Then I’ll be at my dads house over night.

Anyways my ex from when I was 18, sorta introduced me to her BFF, back around my birthday, so we have been talking for a while; and I finally got her #.

I don’t know if she likes me more than a friend though but I do like her.

Her name is Michela ( makayla) and she lives in Florida.

Friday December 08, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

The Distance and my Heart to sand, flowing through the hourglass I fall to pieces I can't let go; of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.

Well yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now.

A mixed up cluster of Confusion, Depression, and Despair.

My Ex from 2014 of whom we have continued to be friends for a while basically told me I only like you as a friend and I never want to date you.

So I'm like ok....

That basically devastated me, given the fact we never met in person and she doesn't know me that well.

But it is what it is.

I hate it that every time I meet some one they either "Friendzone" me or "Ghost" me.

It happens far too much.... I guess it's because no one really wants to date some one with a Mental Illness?

Fuck it.