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Life on Standby

The Distance and my Heart to sand, flowing through the hourglass I fall to pieces I can't let go; of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.

Well yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now.

A mixed up cluster of Confusion, Depression, and Despair.

My Ex from 2014 of whom we have continued to be friends for a while basically told me I only like you as a friend and I never want to date you.

So I'm like ok....

That basically devastated me, given the fact we never met in person and she doesn't know me that well.

But it is what it is.

I hate it

Sorry for the lack in Posts

Hey guys, so I’ve Moved since I last posted idr if i posted that or not.

Anyways the holidays are coming. I got some stuff for myself already, but I kinda have a list.

I’m going to round 2 of Thanksgiving this afternoon ( My Dads side of the family). So yeah how are you guys doing?

Open Letter/Screen Writing an Apology

Where are you? And I’m so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.

We’re looking up at the same night sky, keep pretending the sun will not rise, we could be together for one more night somewhere, somehow, if only I could find you.

Please hang on tight........ I’ll see you through the night, this static contact; is pulling us apart.....

Just wake me when it’s over, when the curtains raise its time to move on. Exit now credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away....... ( the one that got away)......

You know me too well, you’re sorry and I can tell, scene fading

Friends?

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Friends?

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

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Friday December 08, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

The Distance and my Heart to sand, flowing through the hourglass I fall to pieces I can't let go; of all the times I never said goodbye.

Just say that it's over, it's over and she's gone.

Well yeah that's basically how I'm feeling right now.

A mixed up cluster of Confusion, Depression, and Despair.

My Ex from 2014 of whom we have continued to be friends for a while basically told me I only like you as a friend and I never want to date you.

So I'm like ok....

That basically devastated me, given the fact we never met in person and she doesn't know me that well.

But it is what it is.

I hate it that every time I meet some one they either "Friendzone" me or "Ghost" me.

It happens far too much.... I guess it's because no one really wants to date some one with a Mental Illness?

Fuck it.

Sunday November 19, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys, so I’ve Moved since I last posted idr if i posted that or not.

Anyways the holidays are coming. I got some stuff for myself already, but I kinda have a list.

I’m going to round 2 of Thanksgiving this afternoon ( My Dads side of the family). So yeah how are you guys doing?

Wednesday November 01, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Where are you? And I’m so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight.

We’re looking up at the same night sky, keep pretending the sun will not rise, we could be together for one more night somewhere, somehow, if only I could find you.

Please hang on tight........ I’ll see you through the night, this static contact; is pulling us apart.....

Just wake me when it’s over, when the curtains raise its time to move on. Exit now credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away....... ( the one that got away)......

You know me too well, you’re sorry and I can tell, scene fading fade to black, your acting all this out; again. I know it’s tomorrow, your waiting for something to feel alive.

If you catch my drift here I’m trying to say I’m sorry for the hurt I caused you back in 2014. I never meant to do what I did; my friend pressured me into what I did.

If I could have you back you know I’d take you back in a heart beat.

But I know you’re happy with whoever you’re with now.

I just wanted to say I miss you.

If by chance you do read this or are still on this site S.R.

Then this is my apology.

Tuesday September 19, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Tuesday September 19, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Does anyone want to be friends outside of here?

I know the Friend Request and the Messaging doesn't work so I was wondering if anyone would like to be friends on Facebook? Instagram? Snapchat? or Email?

If not that's cool we can talk here in the blogs other wise let me know.

Friday September 15, 2017 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

So I have Bipolar 2 and I'm going through really bad Mania, cuz I'm like trying to buy shit I don't need, and wanting to constantly do something, but avoiding work. I've had a few anxiety attacks over the past few days as well. I'm not "Sui" at all but I'm not Psychotic either. I'm just kinda hovering right at the line of breaking into Psychotic mania.