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Crossing the Rainbow Bridge

on May 11, 2018 - 9:52am

My Autumn ( 12 year old Golden Retriever) has crossed the rainbow bridge this morning as of 10:30 AM eastern time.

I loved her with all my heart. She was the best momma dog, you could ever ask for.

It was really hard watching her die in the vet. But I know she’s in a better place.

She’s probably happy now and with the rest of our past pets. And the rest of my family up in heaven.

Until we meet again Autumn...

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We couldn’t think of a title

on May 8, 2018 - 2:48pm

Ok so yesterday I went to my group therapy thing ( NAMI) and there was a girl there, she had on a MCR shirt; and I told her I had the same shirt; she smiled and giggled a little, but I didn’t really speak to her that much.

Since the group therapy thing is mainly for ( mental illness recovery) we talk about our illness and how we are coping with our illness.

So there’s that.

Other than that summer is approaching and I went on vacation this past weekend.

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Death of the robot with human hair

on April 19, 2018 - 5:24pm

So I think I got stood up. I feel so hopeless now and it sucks, I haven’t felt this down in a long time.

My friend in the u.k. Hasn’t replied to my emails in over a week; I’m scared she “kicked the bucket”. And my other friend here the one that stood me up, I feel like she doesn’t really like me more than a friend.

I know most of y’all will just tell me to get over it and grow up. I just hate how I’m always being used.

Life sucks, people suck. I’m done trying

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Update on Life

on March 4, 2018 - 5:46am

OK here is post #2

Soooo Other than my rant I just posted things are going well. I got a new puppy after I got out of the Hospital on the 9th of February.

I think he came home around Valentine's day?

So I was totally surprised by a new puppy.

His name is Bentley and he is a Golden Retriever.[ he will be my 2nd and replacing my older Golden Autumn after she dies. :'( ]

My old girl is 12 years old and in really bad health.

So I'm happy with my little pup.

Also I put in an application to Kroger back in January?

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The End to a Toxic relationship Revisited

on March 4, 2018 - 5:32am

Ok so I have two blogs to post this is the first one.

Anyways lets get to the blog. I have an Ex named Staci who is super Toxic, and is just plain out a Psycho.

She treats me like shit, and expects me to be nice to her and give her everything she wants.

( Example she calls me for phone xxx) or she wants to hangout with me, but never follows through with her plans.

Also she lies to me a lot and says she is just joking with me; I can't stand people like that, because after a while, you can never tell if they are being serious or just pulling your leg again.

So She asked me out a while back,

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Friday May 11, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

My Autumn ( 12 year old Golden Retriever) has crossed the rainbow bridge this morning as of 10:30 AM eastern time.

I loved her with all my heart. She was the best momma dog, you could ever ask for.

It was really hard watching her die in the vet. But I know she’s in a better place.

She’s probably happy now and with the rest of our past pets. And the rest of my family up in heaven.

Until we meet again Autumn...

Tuesday May 08, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Ok so yesterday I went to my group therapy thing ( NAMI) and there was a girl there, she had on a MCR shirt; and I told her I had the same shirt; she smiled and giggled a little, but I didn’t really speak to her that much.

Since the group therapy thing is mainly for ( mental illness recovery) we talk about our illness and how we are coping with our illness.

So there’s that.

Other than that summer is approaching and I went on vacation this past weekend.

Thursday April 19, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

So I think I got stood up. I feel so hopeless now and it sucks, I haven’t felt this down in a long time.

My friend in the u.k. Hasn’t replied to my emails in over a week; I’m scared she “kicked the bucket”. And my other friend here the one that stood me up, I feel like she doesn’t really like me more than a friend.

I know most of y’all will just tell me to get over it and grow up. I just hate how I’m always being used.

Life sucks, people suck. I’m done trying

Sunday March 04, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

OK here is post #2

Soooo Other than my rant I just posted things are going well. I got a new puppy after I got out of the Hospital on the 9th of February.

I think he came home around Valentine's day?

So I was totally surprised by a new puppy.

His name is Bentley and he is a Golden Retriever.[ he will be my 2nd and replacing my older Golden Autumn after she dies. :'( ]

My old girl is 12 years old and in really bad health.

So I'm happy with my little pup.

Also I put in an application to Kroger back in January? or something like that, I now am waiting for them to call me back and say my background check has passed.

( they didn't drug screen me) LOL. But I'm pretty sure I will get the job.

I will be a Grocery Stock Clerk/ Replenishment Specialist.

( so my job duty would be to fill the shelves with Grocery Items, and Fill the On sale Items that are low on the shelves.)

They told me when I had my in person interview that it would be 4-6 Hours Shifts 3/4 Days a week.

So that works really well with me because I told them I looking for a max of 20 Hours a week, Part Time Job,

They guy who Interviewed me was really nice, and the lady who did my paper work was really nice too.

They said that they are flexible with there hours, and stuff and I put down I can't work overnight shifts; and they were very accepting of that factor.

I think I will like this Grocery Store better than the last one.

( the Store Manager there was an Asshole)

But this Store is a Different Company.

So Hopefully it all goes well.

Also it's been a little over 8 years since I joined this website.

LOOOL I'm an old timer now hahaha, I was 18 and a Senior in High School when I found this website.

I used to log on in School on the computers in the class rooms ( I was in a private Alternative School, based out of Public School) and this website wasn't blocked so I used to log in and blog every day.

Now I just log in and lurk and read other peoples blogs.

Well Spring is here in the south of the us.

Pollen is kicking my ass with allergies.

Sunday March 04, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Ok so I have two blogs to post this is the first one.

Anyways lets get to the blog. I have an Ex named Staci who is super Toxic, and is just plain out a Psycho.

She treats me like shit, and expects me to be nice to her and give her everything she wants.

( Example she calls me for phone xxx) or she wants to hangout with me, but never follows through with her plans.

Also she lies to me a lot and says she is just joking with me; I can't stand people like that, because after a while, you can never tell if they are being serious or just pulling your leg again.

So She asked me out a while back, and I said yes ( HUGE MISTAKE), so we were together fro less than a week, and then I decided to go visit my friend one day after a doctors appointment.

The bitch gets pissed off because I hadn't talked to her in a day, and tells me to call her when I got home.

I did. As soon as I called her she fucking flips out on me and says she's breaking up with me....

I'm like WTF?!?!?! just because I didn't talk to you on the phone for 1 fucking day when I repeatedly texted you, I was busy and would talk to you when I got home?

Seriously???!! that's bullshit.

I believe she has Bipolar or something and hasn't been diagnosed with it.

But she is fucking crazy, cuz who goes from super nice, and happy to fuck you I'm breaking up with you in the time frame of one day.

So that's my little rant for the day.

Saturday February 10, 2018 
| Posted by: BlueBurnsBlack

Hey guys I haven't been here in a while.

I just got out of the hospital yesterday. I went in on Monday.

But I'm a lot better now, and I got a lot of resources I never knew about.

Also my Doctor from the Hospital wants me to do IOP.

So I'll be doing Intensive Out Patient for about a Month but it should be alright.

There was a cute Emo Girl there, but I didn't get to talk to her much, she left the day after I was admittted ( Tuesday Morning).

So yeah there's that

Anyways I am going to a Nascar Race on the 25th, and I am Excited for that.

My friends were blowing up my phone while I was gone but I let them know my situation when I got home; because I am not allowed to have my cell inside Inpatient.

But hopefully for Out Patient I get to have it just on silent or what ever?

I know I get to have my shoes and Street Clothes as well as my belt so I'm happy about that aspect.

Also it's only Monday through Friday for a month so I'll get to do my own thing on the weekend.