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Death did we part

on September 25, 2017 - 7:22am

Now losing people hurts... That's what I should say first. September 25th today is a day that actually brings up good and bad things. It is 9:18 in the morning and I look at the date and I see it's my friends birthday. Only problem is my friend ain't here. Two years ago he would have turned 15 today, but instead of him lasting another year he cut it off by tying a rope... Jackson Dale died at 15 two years ago, but I'm never gonna forget him. I'm still gonna try to make it a good day though.

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Hell...

on September 20, 2017 - 9:15am

Have you ever had one of them days where you wake up like super depressed? Yup that was today... I keep telling myself "stay single and it will stop you from getting hurt" but sometimes waves hit you pulling you into a sea of loneliness. Nowhere to go, No one to call to. Just isolated in what once was a sea of dreams, that slowly pulls you apart by the seems. I was there drifting more and more into my mind losing myself over time. As I sat there earlier alone against a tree headphones in drowning out the world while I was drowning myself in thoughts. I felt a small tug.

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Writing

on September 19, 2017 - 7:46am

I write short things and I was wondering if you guys would like them this one is call: ON THE LINE

I stayed by your side, I stayed alive, but you were abusive can you tell me where a noose is! They say it's my life gotta take a swing, how do we keep on with this fling?
You told me you loved me, but you didn't mean it. Now I sit with my food but never eaten it. When you met me you were flirten,
but then all you did was leave me hurten..
You hit me, you burnt me, made me feel like I was nothing which led to the cigarettes I was puffin.
I understand you're from the hood, but you have me

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Sounds

on September 18, 2017 - 7:40am

So right now I am listening to the first MCR song and I'm going all the way to the end. Every song. This day is gonna be great

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The True Lives Of The Fabulous KillJoys

on September 18, 2017 - 6:28am

Full Album these are the good days
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Tuesday September 19, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

I write short things and I was wondering if you guys would like them this one is call: ON THE LINE

I stayed by your side, I stayed alive, but you were abusive can you tell me where a noose is! They say it's my life gotta take a swing, how do we keep on with this fling?
You told me you loved me, but you didn't mean it. Now I sit with my food but never eaten it. When you met me you were flirten,
but then all you did was leave me hurten..
You hit me, you burnt me, made me feel like I was nothing which led to the cigarettes I was puffin.
I understand you're from the hood, but you have me misunderstood. Life was good, Life was fine, now
you got me walking on a line. Snap! There I go down again you keep telling me you were my best friend.
I should've seen the sign that you were gonna cut the line, but I keep falling for you. if I'm trying to be honest I'm gonna let it out you weren't even a good kisser and I heard you like to put out.
Ha let me get to the point I gotta open my mind so I can find my way off this line before I run out of time and you pull me right back in again.

Monday September 18, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

So right now I am listening to the first MCR song and I'm going all the way to the end. Every song. This day is gonna be great

Monday September 18, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

Full Album these are the good days
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAl1GHhfb-o

Monday September 18, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

Hey sorry I haven't been on all weekend I worked literally non stop. I'm so exhausted I'm at school right now and right after school. I didn't get off till 2 A.M saturday just to be back at 9 A.M. At this point I realize I have no life anymore...

Monday September 18, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

Hey sorry I haven't been on all weekend I worked literally non stop. I'm so exhausted I'm at school right now and right after school. I didn't get off till 2 A.M saturday just to be back at 9 A.M. At this point I realize I have no life anymore...

Friday September 15, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

So I've been listening to MCR and Gerards solo career nonstop recently. Yesterday was kinda crappy. Me and this person are close, I thought I had a chance. She asked me if I liked her as in like like and I told her yeah. Instant regret. She goes "I don't feel the same" I texted back it's okay. To be honest kinda is I'm so used to it now it just doesn't matter anymore. Have you ever had it where you think you have something, cause it's right there, right in front of you, but when you try to do something... You realized you never had it at all. Had a huge headache last night took about 6-7 tylenol to get rid of it felt even sicker but I'm okay now. Oh I almost forgot people... Good Morning rocking it out at 8:46 am