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Sorry

on November 20, 2017 - 6:19am

Hey guys sorry I haven't been on for a while things got really rough back at home and the school blocked this site from me. Missed you all.
BUT I HAVE NEWS!!!
I finally got a good start on my band I found a guitarist who can literally shred.
and for Christmas, my mom is getting me a Black Parade Jacket just like the ones in the video. Might even get a party poison one.

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Hello

on October 4, 2017 - 7:08am

So I have good news while on the verge of extinction of myself i got the wonderful idea to start a band I have 4 out of 11 songs written for the first album called Valentine's Murder Spree and the band is called Power Over Pain. Pain is a normality something to get used to take it and turn it into power and use it to rise up and be amazing

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Step towards being an adult

on September 28, 2017 - 9:01am

So last night i gave up everything to keep someone happy. I was told it was the adult thing after i did it too. the person who they lived with was making them if choose. if I was chose like they wanted, they would've lost their house, their best friend, just everything. That was an if. I told them "I love you but you can't chose me... I don't care if i'm not happy i'm keeping you safe i'm sorry" I know it was the right choice but I literally just broke into tears cause i was holding it in so much. So from 7pm to 11 am was how long it took for me to lose it...

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LONG NIGHT

on September 26, 2017 - 7:54pm

family what they good for? Slapping you thats what. i hate this town so much...

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video

on September 25, 2017 - 7:46am

The greatest Gerard thing

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Wednesday October 04, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

So I have good news while on the verge of extinction of myself i got the wonderful idea to start a band I have 4 out of 11 songs written for the first album called Valentine's Murder Spree and the band is called Power Over Pain. Pain is a normality something to get used to take it and turn it into power and use it to rise up and be amazing

Thursday September 28, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

So last night i gave up everything to keep someone happy. I was told it was the adult thing after i did it too. the person who they lived with was making them if choose. if I was chose like they wanted, they would've lost their house, their best friend, just everything. That was an if. I told them "I love you but you can't chose me... I don't care if i'm not happy i'm keeping you safe i'm sorry" I know it was the right choice but I literally just broke into tears cause i was holding it in so much. So from 7pm to 11 am was how long it took for me to lose it...

Tuesday September 26, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

family what they good for? Slapping you thats what. i hate this town so much...

Monday September 25, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

The greatest Gerard thing

Monday September 25, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

Now losing people hurts... That's what I should say first. September 25th today is a day that actually brings up good and bad things. It is 9:18 in the morning and I look at the date and I see it's my friends birthday. Only problem is my friend ain't here. Two years ago he would have turned 15 today, but instead of him lasting another year he cut it off by tying a rope... Jackson Dale died at 15 two years ago, but I'm never gonna forget him. I'm still gonna try to make it a good day though.

Wednesday September 20, 2017 
| Posted by: TheChemicalThrowAway

Have you ever had one of them days where you wake up like super depressed? Yup that was today... I keep telling myself "stay single and it will stop you from getting hurt" but sometimes waves hit you pulling you into a sea of loneliness. Nowhere to go, No one to call to. Just isolated in what once was a sea of dreams, that slowly pulls you apart by the seems. I was there drifting more and more into my mind losing myself over time. As I sat there earlier alone against a tree headphones in drowning out the world while I was drowning myself in thoughts. I felt a small tug. I turn around to see someone move behind a tree. I got up and looked. I saw her standing there with a small smile. She instantly got me to smile back. I hug her it felt so comforting, but the only problem is I can't have her.... Cause she has a girlfriend, but she likes me too. It's hard but the right thing to do is... I have no idea... I need help. Her smile just made the waves pull away setting me free, cause she loves me... That's not smart though, because she has another's heart and I don't want to ruin that. It's hell to dwell on the swell felling... but oh well...