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I could cry

I work at a horse stable for practical experience for University and my boss is so mean on the surface she is nice but in reality she i a bad mean unfair NOT careing witch! I really dont feel good i have headache stomchache and just feel horrible and at the stable we have to work hard and i just couldnt and she Said mean things to me an just Said i have to work or leave she just doesnt care that i dont feel good horses and humans have to work like machienes she thinks! And i dont even get money!
I dont want to feel bad but i cant do anything about it it just happened and i dont understand why she doesnt care!

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that is how it should be

please watch this if you have time.... it doesn't matter if you know a lot about horses or not because this is about yourself about the human nature and the horses show us who we are we can learn so much from them

if I would have my own horse I would throw away all the horse tack... the bridles the halters the bits the saddle .. everything.... what they show in that movie really works...it is absolutely no fake..... if you have a horse ... TRY IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it doesn't matter when... if it is tomorrow, in a few years, in ten years or in 50 years ... but one thing I know for sure ... one day I will dance with a horse!!!!!!!!!!

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For FLYING CUPCAKE XO

you give that gingerbread heart to someone you like... this is a custom in the hometown of my boyfriend and is called Liebstattsonntag and the heart is called Liebstattherz..... the text on it is the upperaustrian dialekt and means 'i like you'... so because i can't give that in real to you i give that picture to you....

yours
leo

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me riding a horse retrained with natural horsemanship

hi,

this is me riding my horse without thouching the reins. before trainig the horse i had 3 tonns in my hand and had to pull the reins real hard! i decided that i don't what that anymore and just let the rains fall and trust the horse ...if you want to know more about how i connect classical trainig with natural horsemensip just send me a message

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me riding a horse retrained with natural horsemanship

hi this is me riding my horse without thouching the reins. before trainig the horse i had 3 tonns in my hand and had to pull the reins real hard! i decided that i don't what that anymore and just let the rains fall and trust the horse ...if you want to know more about how i connect classical trainig with natural horsemensip just send me a message

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me riding my horse

hi this is me riding my horse without thouching the reins. before trainig the horse i had 3 tonns in my hand and had to pull the reins real hard! i decided that i don't what that anymore and just let the rains fall and trust the horse ...if you want to know more about how i connect classical trainig with natural horsemensip just send me a message

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problem with changing profile picture

hi,

i wanted to change my profile picture and only the picture next to the description of yourself changed. then i thought deleting the picture would help but it again deleted only the picture next to the description. and then i tried to upload a different picture and then absoluely nothing changed although it always said that 'the changes have been saved'

does anybody have ord had the same problem or is there anyone that know what i should do

Thank you in advance

hey somthing changed the foto of this blog entry is the new one so i have tree profile pictures now i really don't understand what is going on!!!

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I give up!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey,
at that moment I decided to give up I just cant go on like that... I know suicide is never a solution although this morning i really thought about it .....but now I.... it reminds me of one of Gerards quotes about school but it doesn't change after school. I really feel like I am in a meat grinder and I don't have the power so save myself from the meat grinder chewing me up and pouring out that mess that can't funkion. I feel weak and emty !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I don't want to live on that world any longer

I really don't want to live on that f'*cking world any more
I just can't go on like this if they take evey weak what i love and why I am still living on that world
two weaks I'm fighiting now and there are still 23 weaks left, i just can't co on!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It breaks my heart every weak every day of that 119 days left!!!!!!!!

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Have you ever eaten GOLD?

hi,

as the tiltel says.... have you ever eaten real gold?
I did today!!!!!
it tasts like nothing but it should be really healthy, it should increase your self-confidence and it is good if you feel unsure.
one time my work-mate said: hey we don't need that piece of gold anymore it is damaged, do you want to eat it? i could't believe that but she said come on eat it, it is good for you.....

i am really fascinated by gold, even if it looks so fragile it is really hard to damage it. and working with it is so relaxing it is just amazing if you are in a really big old room and you put new gold parts on the wall where the 200 year old gold is missing.

oh and i tried to play conventional weapons on my working place but the painter was really unfriendly and sad he would get headache from that music... we ended up playing nothing no radio and no music.