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What a surprise!

on June 8, 2016 - 2:48am

So a while back, I siad that my new year's resolution is to go to a concert or convention this year. Well I may be going to two. A Pierce the Veil concert (I hear a fangirling Eleanor) and Insomnia (games convention). I have asked to go to three others but 1. Panic! At The Disco sold out too quick. 2. Andy Black's concert I was too young for and 3. My dad wouldn't let me go to a comic con in London.

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Well, it's been a while

on June 7, 2016 - 2:46am

I haven't had much to talk about but complaints and other things! So I'll try to start blogging again tonight, if I have time XD.

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What I have in common with my friends!

on May 7, 2016 - 10:42am

Thursday lunch time. PE was just round the corner both metaphorically and physically. I was walking into Quad with a load of friends. I start humming Mr Brightside by The Killers. One of my friends hears me and joins in, then another, and another. It started a chain reaction until everyone in the circle was singing it. The fun was ruined by the outsiders of the circle. They asked sarcastically 'Oh are you singing? So nice!'. My friends stopped singing but I continued on but quietly.

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Wait, I was last on here in April XD

on May 6, 2016 - 10:49am

I'll make a quick blog to tell you that I'll try to blog more in the future. I've just been neglecting these sites over the past couple of days and I really wish I wasn't because I use these to remember good moments from my life. I did have a diary but I filled it and I haven't had the chance to get another yet. Maybe this weekend cause I may ask to go and get some stuff then. Anyway I'll talk to you all soon! XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx
~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~

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Wow! I need to praise my family

on April 30, 2016 - 6:57am

On Wednesday, I realised how much my family do for me because of a video to do with a bad son and mother relationship. I mean seriously I take most of the stuff they do for granted and I wish I didn't. Here is an example from most of my families that I am so thankful for:

Dad - Went out at midnight to a store to see if they had something that I needed for my homework that was due in THAT DAY
Mum - She always cleans the house and I never help out. Whenever she cleans my room, I just sit on my and watch YouTube videos or listen to music
Brother - Max puts up with all my thoughts.

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Sunday April 24, 2016 
| Posted by: Charbarmanning

So I was talking with my friend on Friday at lunch and she noticed I was smiling and she asked why. I told her it was because I could see my crush. She asked who it were and I said I would tell her online later on in the day because it was a very busy area we were in. So I got home and messaged her online and told her who it was. She said that she'd never seen me talking to him and I told her about how we don't really talk because we are acquaintances rather than friends and she offered to sort of introduce us because she is friends with him. The next time I see her is Monday and I don't know how she is going to approach me before our first lesson. I hope she doesn't make this awkward. Oh well.

I haven't done much to talk about apart from I did a fundraising event with my Guides Unit yesterday. We were doing a bag pack at a local supermarket. It was okay and we raised over £400 for our unit plus a charity but I'm unsure of what charity it was. We had to wear our uniforms but mine is Way too small. I usually wear my t-shirt under my own hoodie but I had to wear the Guides hoodie so : /. The only problem was about 5 guys from my year came past me. I just pulled my jacket sleeves down and tried to mix in the group. Luckily, I don't think they recognised me but they kept looking over at my friend who is two years below us because I told her that I knew them and she pointed at them. One of them gets the bus with me on a morning, one was my friend's crush and another was in my DT class. The other two I see around school and in year group assemblies. Oh and someone else from my year group came but I don't know her but my friend did. Unfortunately for me, Eleanor and Sarah were doing it earlier on in the day when I was at dancing so I didn't get to see them. My friend Dominique was good enough anyway so I didn't really need them. Oh and I got put with a Brownie, the club for younger girls from ages 7-9. She was really talkative. She kept counting the money in the bucket and telling me about how much she wanted to pack someone's bag whenever someone said no to having their bags packed. She was really funny XD.

BYE!
~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~

Thursday April 21, 2016 
| Posted by: Charbarmanning

Day, day, day! Let's go

First lesson - English: The computer broke for the first 10 minutes of the lesson so we just chatted. Nothing else.
Second lesson - Maths: So for some reason, people were asking others what their dads are called. Now they were doing this was because they were trying to find people with dads that have names that are really typical, like the first thing that comes to your head type names, so they could made a band out of them names 'The' [insert the town I live in] 'Dads'. So my dad has a typical name so when I said my dad's name, they laughed and added him to the list. When he gets home, I'll tell him he's part of a band. Hey, I SHOULD OF MENTIONED THE FACT THAT HE CAN ACTUALLY PLAY GUITAR AND BASS GUITAR!
Break: My friend told me that she keeps some of her money in her tie so she doesn't spend it before it's needed. That's a good idea. I tried it on the bus but I couldn't keep the money in there. She'll give me tips tomorrow XD
Third and fourth lesson - Drama: We were in a different room and had a different teacher so we were messing around most of the time. We did a performance of our work and then everyone in the room was messing around. So the teacher realised that so she made us play a game of wink murder but flashing your tongue rather than winking. After that we were forced to go back into work but again, messing around. So we played another game where you lay down on the floor, silent with eyes closed, and the teacher comes around and taps people on the hands or shoulder and they get up as quietly as possible. This continues until there is one person left on the floor. Everyone crowds around them and screams to make them jump. We played the game 3 times. First, Connor was the last one. Second, Kempy was the last on but someone tapped him by mistake so he go up before we could scream and the final time, two boys were laying across each other so we did them together.
Lunch: OMG MY CRUSH! I'll actually get him to come up to me tomorrow or at least get A to ask him out.
Last lesson - PE: EGGMOND! Sorry, my friend put her pe tshirt above her head through the neck section and she looked like an egg so we nicknamed the egg Eggmond. It's either pronounced Eggmond or Eggmon because we changed it all the way throughout the lesson.

~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~

Wednesday April 20, 2016 
| Posted by: Charbarmanning

At guides tonight, we were watching clips from an event that one of our young leaders went to in Japan. Now it was a really big event and I mean really big. I don't remember how many people went but it was in the thousands somewhere like 20,000 maybe? I don't know. Anyway so there was a clip that showed the area that they camped in and it was massive and then there were the clips of the people that went... and I sort of had a mini panic attack. I don't know why. I guess it was because of such a large thing and maybe it was just too many people or the fact that the event was so large. There was some music going on in the background that was very J-pop. I PURPOSELY FORCED MYSELF TO HATE THE MUSIC BECAUSE I WAS IN THIS STATE! This has happened before but not from watching clips, from actually being in those sorts of situations.

At a party in January, there was over 100 people there, and I forced myself into a state of like shut down. I sat in the corner and didn't listen to the music or dance. I FORCED MYSELF TO HATE THAT MUSIC TOO! I sat and listened to my own music in the corner, just laid on the seat. I'm so happy that my crush didn't go [phew].

At a musical last month, I forced myself to hate the whole thing because I didn't like how many people there were. I complained about it for the rest of the time. Now this has only just come apon me recently but I have always had things that have kind of build it up.

1. I hate talking to other fans of one thing because they make me feel like I'm not a good enough fan (ps, apart from these sites because we talk about a lot on here and not just the band so it distracts me)
2. I have always hated like going to events but for the fact that I want to do something else
3. I am just an emotional person and I can either put my emotions into me shutting down or me crying.

So yeah, I'm not perfect. I don't know if I'll ever be able to do the things I want to do because this is keeping me from doing them : /

~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~

Sunday April 17, 2016 
| Posted by: Charbarmanning

Haven't had a blog since Tuesday because all my blogs are repeats of the previous ones. I was gonna make one on Friday but it would be just a crush one but I don't want to be know as the girl who is addicted to her crush so I didn't. All that happened was at lunch it was just our year group so I could see him easier and then in Quad, he either looking at me or my friend but I could tell he was looking in our direction because he was about a metre or two away so yeah. My friend was freaking out because someone sprayed her with boy's deodorant but my crush wasn't looking straight at her though.

Today, I went out for lunch with my dad, brother and grandparents. My mum stays at home. We went to the place we usually go to and I am pretty sure I was the 3rd tallest female there. Well at least in the queue for the carvery but that doesn't matter. I'm 13, I have 5 more years of growth to come, and I was taller that most of the 18+ women. I'M NOT EVEN THE TALLEST GIRL IN MY SCHOOL YEAR GROUP! Also, whilst in the queue for the carvery, someone at a nearby table left their car keys on the seat and left. I was in second-hand distress for them. One of the waiters found the keys and put them behind the bar and the owner's daughter came back in to retrieve them but even after that, I was still feeling sorry for them. I really am emotional XD

~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~

Tuesday April 12, 2016 
| Posted by: Charbarmanning

Fourth time lucky. I kept clicking off by mistake. Not much has happened today so I'll talk about the interesting stuff. French: As I was walking into the classroom, looking into my crush's classroom across the hallway, the teacher was sitting people in new seats. Now I don't usually mind where I sit but I hope I'm not sat where I am for the reason I was thinking of. So I'm not sat on the table right at the back. There is meant to be four people on the table but there is just two of us. Now I wouldn't mind that if it was someone that would actually talk to me. The other kid is in the class' popular group so he has no interest in talking to me unless he wants to make fun of me, not in a bad way, like he did at lunch with his mate. So I would of counted it as the worse seating plan ever in French, what no I was sat next to the most annoying person ever last term, if it wasn't for the fact in the title. It's a window seat. I CAN SEE INTO MY CRUSH'S CLASS! And the best part of it is I can see him and I bet he can see me, when I stand up. Walls are annoying XD. So skip to lunch. It's raining but I don't really care. I only put my coat on if it's cold. I love the rain because I'm so used to it. I gave my coat to my friend Gabby because I wasn't gonna use it. She put it over her head with the waterproof side on her head and the inside of the coat being attacked by the rain. So I had to carry around a wet through coat for another 2 hours. I didn't care that I was wet through because it just kept my hair in place XD. I got to science, I was wondering a random class was walking around upstairs of S block. It's a dead end and they don't usually have lessons up there. Then my crush came up. He never has lessons upstairs at the same time as me and I am aware of that. HIS CLASS HAS BEEN MOVED INTO TO COMPUTER CLASSROOM ACROSS THE HALL FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS BECAUSE OF A PROJECT THEY ARE DOING! So that's something to look forward to going to next week when we have science at the same time.

So that's really it. The day ended, I came home on the bus and I've been on the Internet since I got through the door.

~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie or Cha Cha Slide~

Tuesday April 12, 2016 
| Posted by: Charbarmanning

I've been spending most of my time messaging people on Talk and To The End, oh and Twitter, so I didn't make a blog yesterday. Not much happened yesterday anyway so I'll make a blog tonight.

~Charbarmanning~
~Charlotte, Charlottie~