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Gabi Strider's picture

Good night

on April 11, 2019 - 7:45pm

Typing my first entry should be easy, but I found myself deleting the first characters over and over again. It's almost Friday where I live, and i have this weird feeling that something is missing, but I don't really know what it is.
Now I am 21 years old and I have never been so tired in my whole life. Not even when I was bullied in high school and was drowning in my own depression, locking myself in my room and writing journal entries that no one will ever read.
So it's adulthood, isn't it? How exciting.
At least I can hear my favorite songs and eat whatever I want.

Gerard-Slay's picture


on April 11, 2019 - 10:55am

sorry i don't post anymore. i moved schools and i broke up with my girlfriend because she cheated.. well that was almost 4 months ago now. but i have a boyfriend! his name is Axel and he means so much to me! only problem is that i keep getting distant due to major trust issues. but at least he understands, i feel like i can actually trust him. even if it's hard. my mom and i aren't getting along as well as we used to, but we get through it. i found out i'm not a girl. I'm trans and my mom and brother (only family i told) understand and i can get testosterone when im 18! honestly can't wait!

zzombieyum's picture

welcome home...

on April 11, 2019 - 7:27am

im home now
and its just like i left it. still anxious. still having urges. still alone. still no structure.
im worried ill end up back at the hospital because i dont have structure until wendsday.
looking into getting service dog for ptsd/anxiety. they are unbearable and i can't function because of them.
took my PRN. drinking tea. have a heat up neck pillow. listening to Oso Oso. only a little anxious now. but very empty feeling.
hope you guys are ok.

zzombieyum's picture

late happy birthday to gee/discharge!!

on April 10, 2019 - 4:47am

happy birthday gee
whoop de de
youre 42
look at you!
you eat the cake
with the stars you make
we're all here for you
you get us through
our hero to the end
im sure you're a great friend!


sorry guys that got a little wack. i had coofee. but i must say it increases my poetry abilities

good news fellas! im splitting this joint today! im going home and im going to pet my dogs and shower and go to a thrift store and cut my hair like anthony's hair and dye my hair and dye my armpit hair. i can't wait to go home! ive been in the hospital for 10 days.

msunevershouldeverknow's picture

Just stopping by...

on April 9, 2019 - 8:20pm

Happy Birthday Gerard!!

I'm still obsessing over the Umbrella Academy show, like 2 months later. Is there going to be a second season? I really can't wait! I haven't watched the show as many times as some, but I follow the page daily, so I get reminders of the show and reminisce. How's everyone here?!